in the belly of the beasts.
you know how defeated you are when you stop trying. you're better than the next time and broken promises, and you certainly don't warrant resignations. so don't tell me how murphy's hand spins the wheel of fate, cause you're better than this. the word fate is used by people who lost sight of who they are.
you can never be who you wanna be if you keep looking over your shoulder to what could have been. earth has no sorrow that heaven cannot heal.