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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
1:23 PM

After 4 years it's finally OVER!!




Or maybe not..

Friday, May 27, 2005
1:18 PM

Just watched Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith. was kinda late for the show so i took a cab there. it's awesome okay. would give it 4.5/5. i mean after u watch the show u would see how the whole picture falls into place, and get to witness the power of the dark side. haha. wadeva lah. oh boy, im like super sleepy. Liverpool match, Star Wars Movie. i am so dead tired lah.





Study Study Study

Thursday, May 26, 2005
8:36 PM

THERE IS NO POSSIBLE WAY YOU CAN EXPECT ME TO SLEEP AFTER SUCH A MATCH.

Liverpool beat AC Milan in penalties.


ah crap lah, have sch 2 hrs later..

7:39 PM

Pinch yourselves a few times, coz youre not dreaming.. Liverpool came back to tie the score at 3-3. Goodness Gracious, this is the most exciting match ever, even better than that 7 goal trashing Arsenal gave Everton. its like, revival for th Reds after Steven Gerrard scored that header.

Match going into extra time. Oh yeah, it started raining at bout 4.30am. Oh boy, have i told you how much soccer captivates the heart and soul?

6:39 PM

Woohoo!! AC Milan leading Liverpool by 3-0 at Champions League final. Half-time now. Liverpool too desperately wanna win till the extend that they not playing like themselves lah. if they were more composed maybe they would have got a goal already. Anyway, 3.37 am people. and oh yeah, Chinese Os in 3 more days. yeah, its starting to get scary..

anyway, gonna watch Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith later with my CG. woohoo! cant wait. But still, i got like 8 hrs of school first. oh well.

laters.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005
2:39 AM

woah sian sian. just reached home. 11.26pm. believe it or not, i was out studying. studied from Mac to Amk Library to Mos Burger. woah anyway, we stopped at around 10.30pm after finish our chinese compo. Melcher and Li Lei left along the study process. met some talking parrot in the vicinity too, and kinda tried to teach it John 3:16. haha. anyway, Robin felt really hungry after our studying and so went to KFC for a meal. like, at 10.45pm.. he ate some $2.95 meal and blah blah, i reached home at 11.15pm.

Sian. tml still got sch. Cannot afford to pon coz tml photo taking, if pon year book dont have my picture, and that so cannot happen!! okay, most likely pon from wed to friday, study for Chinese Os okay. i pon with a good cause. aiyah sian sian.

gonna bathe. Good luck studying peeps, imagine the life after Chinese Os..

7 days.

Monday, May 23, 2005
1:41 AM

okay i know u guys missed me coz i hadnt been blogging for 7 days. its 10.31am so i woke up especially early to blog. well, not really, i am meeting Gideon for tuition at 11.20am. Anyway, still recovering from last night soccer match of the F.A. Cup final we watched at Clement's house..

oh dude. i just burnt my breakfast. eh, not funny lah. my mom and sister is not in town so i aint got no breakfast, and i burnt the only bread left in the house. its like i was so happy going to the toaster, then 'woah la' its like literally black, and eh it stinks too lah. shucks lah, now no more breakfast. see, i told you i should not be blogging..

wadeva lah. been kinda sick for the past few days. oh yeah, had another CG on friday. erm, okay. didnt really go as expected. oh well.

had church yesterday, then some regional meeting. quite fun lah. okay, fine, it was very fun. the games were very funny and lame lah. anyway, learn abit here and there, before Debbie challenged us on how many converts we want in JC group side. the result was triple the size. haha okay. well anyway, i set a target of 4 on my part.

went to Clements house to watch soccer after that. the initial plan was to have tuition with Gideon first, but dily-daly then ended up there 30 mins before match starts, so no time for tuition. eh i running late for tuition later liao. anyway anyway anyway, i am like super hungry now so i gotta go bathe and get changed for tuition and food.


oh, in case ya all forgot, 8 days.

Monday, May 16, 2005
4:00 AM

"Well, now is the time yeah. You know i'd love to, welcome up on stage, cause we're doing this together tonight, so fellow History Makers. And you know what? I realised. And i've still been realising over the years that, to be a History Maker, you know, it's very little about doing this. And you know it's everything about what's going on inside here. Cause in Psalms 24 it says, "He who has clean hands and a pure heart, he would ascend the hill of the Lord." And you know being a History Maker, is more about the choices you make, not about the songs you sing. It's about staying married to the person you promised to be with. it's about honouring your friends before yourself. And it's about walking humbly, before the King of kings. There's a song that helped us guys as we've been on our travels, and keeps it in focus, its been sung in the dawn of times by the angels, and today it would be sung by the History Makers.





"We're singing, holy is the Lord.
We're singing, holy is the Lord.
We're singing, holy is the Lord.
We're singing, holy is the Lord.
We're singing, holy is the Lord.
We're singing, holy is the Lord.
Can you feel it?
Holy is the Lord.
And my heart burns for You.
And my heart burns for You.
And my heart burns.
And my heart burns for You.
Are you ready? Here we go..
Heart burns here.
And my heart burns here."





Raise up. Raise up. For now is the time."

Saturday, May 14, 2005
1:16 PM

man.. this is the worst Friday the 13th ever.

i am so gonna study and shine for God.

and also to be thankful for the friends i have around me.



boy, am i so ashamed of myself.
dat was like self-less sacrifice.





i am sorry.







17 days.

Friday, May 13, 2005
1:55 PM

E maths test today. kinda difficult i guess.

had first ever ice-cream Caregroup today. haha. we overbought those tubs of ice-cream and ended up starving ourselves with all that cream and had to throw quite a significant amount away.

oh have a Biology test tomorrow.

AND i so happen to have an extra chapter to study for compared to the others..

sleepy, boy i am. haha. should start learning to speak like Yoda, Revenge of the Sith out on 19th May. haha. its like finally after so many years.


18 days to chinese Os.

Back to watching The OC

Monday, May 09, 2005
2:53 AM

ahh. weather so nice lah. sleep and sleep with the rain pouring outside till 3.30pm. actually woke up at 11.35am then sms-ed Jon who told me he had some Mother's Day party so couldnt make it for shepherding, so thank God, i went to sleep again. okay so i woke up and ate my lunch. kinda nice to spend the morning, no afternoon, eating alone. lol. nice cool day. after which i had my bath and my mom returned home. kinda nice lah today, then decided that it was the time to give my mom the present. lol. it was kinda easy to give lah, surprisingly. then my mom was like so shocked and moved. and i was correct lah, she said it was the first in 15 yrs. oh well. then my mom started to treat me like i was some kinda God or something. ask me want this want that a not. lol. gave me grapes, then had seeds then my father complained not nice. well it wasnt nice lah. then i said that the skin was too hard thats why. then my mom went to peel off the skin of each and every grape and removed the seeds for me. haha. i didnt meant it to be this way lah. oh well.

left house for chinese tuition from Gideon at bout 5.18pm. walked to the overhead bridge then my dad drove up and decided to fetch me to Amk MRT. walked to top up the ez-link card for my mom then walked to Mac to wait for Gideon. after a while saw Keith and some other guy forgot his name, then some other guy came too, the super big size sec 2 or 3 cant remember. haha. then Gideon and Jon and Sunny came so Gideon kinda tutor me. before we offically started Gideon kinda let us in on some inside news on the church camp. wah i cant wait lah. should be around $50 - $60 for those who aint going to JB for the other camp. but i can already tell you how fun its gonna be lah. our church kinda spend bout $5000 on the two night mega worship event. gonna be something like Planet Shakers, Gideon mentioned. its gonna be on the 13th to 14th or issit 14th to 15th of June. even prepared the excuse letter already lah. wahaha. cannot wait i tell you. did i ever mention how much i love church? lol.

halfway through Gideon recieved a call. then after which the call kinda made all of us distaunted and distracted, then he kinda shared with me some biblical stuff and yeah. we ended tuition and i accompanied Gideon to buy socks. along the way to Baleno met Calvin and his AJC friend. then went back and then left Macs with Jon and Sunny for dinner. oh yeah, u know the A.J. Ice-picks at Amk.. no more already, coz apparently the uncle died some days back. so sad lah.. anyway, Sunny's friend came to join us and talked abit, then went back to Macs to study. it was so cold lah. duno how come Macs at night is rather cold. did the English homework and read through Social Studies notes. didnt reply that girl's sms the whole day lah. dude cant be bothered anymore. left at bout 10.30pm. then waited at the junction for the light to turn Green. then no cars lah, so tempted to jay walk, but coz of Hebrews 13:17 i cant do that. haha. then my bus just pass by before my eyes just like that. oh well. waited at the bus-stop. then this bunch of play-punkers were like cursing so badly coz the bus didnt stop for them. haha. serve them right.

entered the next bus. woah it was super cold, esp the upper deck lah.

anyway. i didnt reply that girl lah. like when i reached home turned on my msn realised that she added me. man, 15 messages i didnt reply. then like she called my phone again just now. eh im really getting irritated. like she dont know what is enough. Check the dialoge of this msg, "My friend wants to know why she continue liking this guy when he doesnt like her. And she ask if she should wait. If you were her what will you do?" then like i was being super direct i told her this, "eh if i were her.. i cant see myself liking guys la. so yeah, MOVE ON i guess..". i cant be so rude lah u get wad i mean. but the catch is she replied this, "Haha. You gay. I know lah. But if you really like her then how." aiyah i cant be bothered bout her already lah.

sian tml have to pass up the Amaths homework which is one week overdue. aint even touched it yet. tml chiong in sch lah. woah Arsenal vs Liverpool now. Arsenal kicking Liverpool's ass man. 2-0 now at 42 mins. lol. wadeva lah. sian. gonna change blog song.

Sunday, May 08, 2005
4:40 PM
Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day.

yeah. felt kinda bad. woke up by a phone call from Calvin at bout 9.15am. he was already waiting for me at Amk KFC. man, i overslept again. by the time i reached there i was close to bout 55 mins late lah. then had our final shepherding at KFC. kinda talked abit, and he passed me a S.O.W. handbook as some kind of farewell gift. gonna be transfered under Jon. anyway, after some talking we left for some kind of traditional breakfast at one of the hawker centers there. oh yeah, saw duno who but this girl from tuition at KFC. lol, and i thought i was the one who stayed furthest from the tuition center.

had two hard-boiled eggs and a glass of hot milo. lol. tried in failed attempt to act like uncles having breakfast at a coffeeshop, sitting with one leg on the chair and all, and trying to stir the milo without hand movement. haha. imagine doing that in jeans. failed attempt lah. after which Calvin ordered some beehoon noodles. haha ate like crazy. then made our way to Amk library. returned the books i borrowed some weeks back, which basically just collected dust. then Calvin met the guy whom he met on the bus during water baptism day when he lost his keys. kinda small world lah. talked abit then went outta library. met many people lah, many of his friends. then on the way out tried the super thick iced-milo. haha. could nearly drown of food and milo, not to mention the pizza i had at home before i left. really was so full lah, could throw up. then met Calvin's other AJC friend at the Amk MRT platform, and took the same train. we alighted at somerset.

then came outta train met Rachael near the control station, walked out to S-11 met Weiqiang, then in S-11 met Jon and forgot who. haha. using alot of 'met's. messaged Michael and Melcher whether could make it earlier in the morning but sadly both could not. oh well. then went for Prayer Meet. the ballon was blocking my view lah, cant read the lyrics off the screen. so sang half the song, half in tongues. haha.

it was Mother's Day/Parent's Day service today. had a super cool play which went really well by the drama team, on the "Song Family". a typical Singaporean family lah. they had the spoiled kid, all too often bullied grandma, hen-pecked husband, and bossy wife. wadeva lah. haha. it was cool yeah. then had many many great testimonies. David Hoe gave his testimonial too, could tell he was rather nervous lah, was moving left and right. In case u guys aint know who he is, he's the top 'N' level student for year 2004. shared bout his family background and how our church has changed him. then another testimonial by some guy's mom, on how Chirst has changed her son and her. she shared in chinese lah, tried my best to understand. it was really really touching okay, coz wad she shared was really wad many of us were going through in a typical singapore family. had some video clips dedicated to parents, especially mothers. it was cool lah. and heartwarming as well. it kinda made me reflect i guess during the sermon. i hadnt been the best son a parent would want. in fact, i was all too often rebelling and not communicating with them. the Holy Spirit was prompting me lah, and felt kinda guilty. oh well. No worship coz of parents day service. this service is too formal and occasion i think. so thankfully we had prayer meet so at least had a song. no doing of tongues during service too coz it may freak out the parents. imagine they see us jumping then raising hands and speaking out in a new language. haha. oh well.

oh yeah, did i mention? Nicholas was back to join us from N.S. haha. he had this super cool army hair-cut which we couldnt stop touching his head. lol. abit gay from a certain point of view. after service kinda had some dessert coz was still too full from breakfast. talked and talked, then went to do something which i had never ever done in my 15 yrs of my life. i went to shop for a Mother's Day present at Centre Point. haha after much choosing and all, (as you can see, im a really terrible gift shopper) i finally bought a fridge magnet which i forgot wad it says. the prices of Mother's Day presents are really jacked up by bout 300%. after which contemplated whether i should take the bus or train to tuition. ended up settling with train.

reached there kinda early lah, 5 pm+. tried to do some chemistry. studied then Snow White came and sat next to me. okay no more Snow White, found out that her name is Fiona. lol. then tried to do Chemistry lah. then heres the funny part, as i was doing, she took out some chocolate. i tell u it was so funny lah. then i thought, ' i bet she's gonna offer me one.' then just as that thought flashed across my mind, she offered me right at that moment. haha. i really almost laughed out then it was so funny i dropped me pen(which made me look like a total loser and gave her the impression that i was turning red.. which i was so obviously not..) i didnt accept lah lol. too funny to say yes. if i did i bet i would control till my eyes 'pop'ed out. haha. oh well.

had i ever mentioned to you how desperate a girl could get. i mean seriously, if u ever thought that guys were the desperate one, you are like so wrong lah. okay, ya know there's this girl from tuition. got my phone number from the log-in book. and was like smsing me. i mean, okay lah. just sms. then erm i think she was at tuition when i was there lah. didnt really bother coz was paying attention to chemistry. then like fine lah. my phone bill was running high so i didnt really reply. but if a girl can like tell you that they love you over some sms WHEN she had neva ever talked to you before. ya know that something is surely wrong lah. eh, i mean, girls these days are geting really thick-skinned lah. i replied obviously wad was the right thing to do lah. said 'no'. sheesh. was glad if it would just end there. thing is she still carries on the smses and okay lah i mean. fine yeah. thick-skin can lah, but have limits pls. then she just CALLED my phone. i didnt reply the sms coz i could like ya know, pretend i was sleeping. but pls lah, call me at 1.05am. worst thing is it was a unknown number, so i thought it was someone else who had something really important to tell me at this hour. so i picked it up.. dude, she just hung up. sheesh then had no choice had to reply her sms coz she knew i was awake. after which i stopped replying lah. then she called AGAIN. TWICE SOMEMORE. sheesh. talking bout desperateness. not trying to boast or anything here, but you know such people really turns me off lah. blah blah blah. dats it.

oh yeah. gonna be a really good son later. gonna give my first ever Mother's Day present to my mom. she's like gonna be so shock lah. nah, i bet she'll starting crying in happiness. wahaha. wadeva lah. dat reminds me, i aint removed the price tag yet. lol. $7.50 fridge magnet. yeap, why dont u all do something nice for your mothers this Mother's Day okay, then maybe when u wanna get more allowance in the future it would be easier. haha. jkjk. really needed start mugging. Chinese Os. sheesh, my house is like infested with flies now lah. after rain syndrome. oh well.

Lastly to all mother's out there, Happy Mother's Day!!!

Friday, May 06, 2005
2:58 PM

yeap. woke up today, kinda rushed abit, then went to school. was feeling kinda right lah, coz the weather was breezy and all. just couldn't study the Amaths i wanted to in the car lah. i mean, when u got Awesome God blasting into your ears, youre like in a world of your own lah. oh well. reached school just in time lah. then Mr Kelvin Tan was like scolding Wilson for standing out of line during morning assembly. i mean come on lah. he thought he's in some primary school, basically u could he was acting big lah. Mr Lim wanna-be. he's just one pathetic loser. i mean, wadeva lah.

lessons were kinda boring. didnt go for P.E. coz asked Mrs Koh some A maths question and kinda explained to her our explaination, lol. felt smart for once. then by the time she was done it was like 20 mins into the P.E. lesson, so didnt bother to get change and went for P.E. with the Amaths notebook inhand. funny thing is, Mr Lew didnt even scold or pump us, i guess coz we totally evaded the question on, "why are you here in this?" lol. ended up talking to him on how to throw a bomerang. haha yeah. had Chemistry lesson too. like damn it lah. i failed my Chemistry test again. thats like 4 out of 4 test failed this year, not to mention last year's. its like i so studied for it lah. sigh. oh well. at least i didnt fail to an F9.

after school had Amaths test, of which i almost had no preparation for. its like, the whole day was so rush i didnt have time to really do Amaths. then okay, had the test in the hall. woah. its like, i really felt that God blessed me lah. i could do like every single question lah. right or wrong that is another factor, but i mean i could do and ya know, it felt right. i dont have those kinda weird feeling. but then checked answer with the rest mine was abit off lah. haha. see how lah. then it was like, during the test Meihui and her friends were like downstairs at the basketball court play basketball. lol. its super distracting. but anyhow i finished early lah so it didnt matter. lol. ahh. enjoyed the breeze, enjoyed the view. wahaha. no lah. kidding. okay fine fine. after that went to meet Martin at Amk for CG.

then took the same bus as Jiayan. lol then there was this guy who dropped some cash, okay not some, but $50 note on the floor while he was attempting to remove his wallet to scan his card. he didnt notice it lah, then Jiayan kinda shouted to him that he dropped it. oh well. wad im trying to drive at is, no matter how one may seem to you, there is still some good in all of us lah. yeah. haha. oh well. Met Martin at Amk bus interchange, then walked here and there. buy Clement's cake and the black-and-white food stuff. oh yeah, have i told you? its our first ever black-and-white caregroup!!

caregroup was great lah. it was Weiqiang's one month birthday as a Christian and Clement's post-birthday celebration. haha. lead games today. super fun lah, seeing a bunch of bout 16 JC guys going crazy over Heart-attack. then Weiqiang and Rayson had some super cool game too. Shaun entered halfway through the games, he looked kinda down and was guessing he didnt have a SYF that was up to his expectations. the best part was the worship lah. the second song to be exact. we did Amazing Grace. okay. you guys duno this but that song really means alot to me lah. coz i had been singing this song like my entire life. firstly when i couldnt sleep when i was much younger my mom would sing this song and i would ya know. i dont mean its boring lah, just wanna say kinda childhood song too. but more importantly, without fail, everytime i made my way to the cemetry to pay respects to my grandmother we would sing this song without fail. coz it was her favourite song and it really means alot to both her and our family. so its like today we did that song lah. i tell ya i really cried when we worshipped with that song. not cry as in drama television, but cry as in tear out lah. the atmosphere was really there and i could tell that everyone felt God's presence.

okay after the cake and all, left CG then kinda talked to Shaun abit. okay lah, im not those who poke into peoples problems lah. i kinda listened and erm, if he wanna talk bout it then yeah. oh well. Cheer up okay Shaun, always remember that the CG is there for you!!

okay just watched the OC. have i ever told you how nice it is. ay dats it man, tml is Geog common test-cum-midyear examination. havent even start lah. sian. see how lah.

laters.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005
12:57 AM

just came back from Chinese tuition given by Gideon. oh man. 2 hrs i think. and its like accomplished an amazing 25 words!! oh guess wad? we gotta learn 1000+ words and their sentences lah. learning how to write 1000+ words just for 5% of the total marks? come on lah. oh well. cant take it anymore. chinese is one terrible subject i tell ya.

went to have a hair-cut near our school with Melcher. okay lah. it looks, okay.

dang tml Chinese Mid-year examination. yeap. 1000+ words to be learnt for testing tml. good luck guys, i m satisfied with the 25 already.

oh yeah, bring your chinese dictionary tomorrow okay.


laters.

Sunday, May 01, 2005
4:00 PM

The universe is at Your feet
Give You praise, evermore
The stars will light the sky for You
And always, God be praised

And we sing
The Lord is on high
The Lord is on high

I adore You, I adore You
And there's none that compares
To your majesty oh Lord
I adore You, I adore You
And i'll stand in the wonder of Your love

We will crown You
King forever
Living saviour, Jesus redeemer.
Lord of heaven, robed in majesty
Crownded in glory, creation adores You.

Holy holy,
God almighty
And forever the Lord is exalted.
Hear the angles, shout His anthem
Ever-living God we adore You.





Thank You for saturdays.