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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
5:44 PM

Okay. No challenge arh today, win them 4-1. The one goal give them as consulation prize, by letting Shang Qing be our keeper. Den they also short of player, so we had to lend them. This time they surely had to lose fair and square. And got two times we could have taken the penalty, but we take once nia. Of which i scored the only goal i scored today from. Sumahdi was back already lah, and he scored one two. The other two by Wee Qing's godbro, the wonderboy. Den today was also the 27th Dec. The day Daron Zeng say he got his TEAM to play with us. Wad book one court $1200. Den called him 3 times, dont wanna pick up. Wad a liar lah. All the bullshit and crap. Anyway, we played as a team lah. And were really confident dat we were gonna win. Went to Mac after dat.

That was where Hao Ran made his mark by walking into the girl's toilet so openly, and casually, like it's no big. We were all laughing lah, den he came out after the Wonderboy went to knock on the toilet door. Den he still act blurr, say wad issit. Lmao, okay lah. He didn't know lah, didn't read the sign i guess. or perhaps he just wanted to.. Well well, after dat went to Sumahdi's house. Wonderboy, Melcher and Wilson went home. Den at Sumahdi house, we didn't know his sister was inside. Den luckly we knock, i think they said she was unclothed or something. Anyway, i not part of those chikos okay. lmao. Yeah, should not have pressed the door bell right. Den there and then.. Okay lah. Sit at the sofa and talk and watched tv. Den Wee Qing and Kok Wee keep raping me untill i had to sit on the floor. den still rape me on the floor. You know one piles on top of you so u can't move, and one rapes you. Dat's really damn hopeless lah. Anyway, made our way to Queenstown shopping center, to get Hao Ran and Wilson's jersey done. Another shop charge only $30 for shirt, shorts and number lor, plus the number is Champion's league type. Anyway, should not have bought from the other shop in the first place lah. But wads done is done, so yeah. Went to Toa Payoh after dat. Tah Yuen went home before we got on the bus. He could not go or something. We finally managed to convince Sumahdi go to along lah.

Okay, went to this lan shop, and the girl at the counter quite chio lah. Lmao, didn't notice till they told me okay. Anyway, could not play CS coz the com's dont have. So crap right? Lan shop no CS? So we played Frozen Throne. And kicked some serious ass lah. Anyway, went home after dat. I duno. Another day gone like dat. Homework yet to start lah. School books yet to buy. School shoes yet to buy. School bag yet to wash. Guess needa start getting back to the system already.

Monday, December 27, 2004
4:43 PM

Okay. See. God makes things work out well. I proved dat i am no pussy okay, lmao. Okay, i gave her the present already. As i said, love needs courage. Anyway, woke up den went to meet Melcher. He keep insisting to go to Suntec coz he was there and didn't wanna pay the MRT fair to Novena. But den i wanted Novena coz got NTUC and i was like already on the bus there. Anyway, reached there just to realised dat he was not coming, and insisted dat i go CityHall. I was really pissed lah, i hate it when people pangseh me and want to have it their way lah. But den i also insisted on my own way so, yeah. Anyway, we met up in the end and strolled along Novena Square. Den bought the Cross bookmark instead of the Roche, cost i think $7.50. Put it inside dat $2.90 box, den put in my bag the side pocket.

Anyway, reached church at 4.40pm. 10 minutes late but they just started lah so nvm. Eh, wad the heck? I wasn't afraid okay. I have grown up the pass 7 hrs. Lmao, enough of scaring myself and kokwee kinda calmed me down lah, last night. Write cards untill 3.30am. See, i am so sincere. Anyway, after service gave them the christmas cards lah. Oh yeah, Kavina and the others went today also, but didn't know they were coming so neva give card, felt kinda bad lah. Anyway, u see i gave Kim last so it was just perfect to give her her present. Neva give the rest present just card nia. Lmao, so must give last so dat they dont bother looking lah. You know wad i mean.. And she smiled and said "thank you" in the sweetest way possible. Yes, dying from diabeties already. Okay lah, it wasn't as bad as i forecasted it to be, maybe coz Kenneth wasn't there also. Anyway, went out to meet zys after church. Met them at Orchard Mrt. Den stroll Orchard.

Went to Heeren so dat Davin could buy his wallet from the wallet shop. Crapped alot lah, den ate at the carpark hawker center to the right of Somerset MRT. Damn expensive lah, and the food not dat impressive. Den we kinda over ordered. So i was like $8 per person. Anyway, walked around after dat and watched soccer match outside the pub at Wisma for a while lah. Den Chelsea was still 0-0 with Aston Villa. Really wanted Aston Villa to win man, but i knew it was kinda impossible, like we losing tml at soccer. haha, but then i knew the best result would be a draw. But anyway, Chelsea won in the end by 1-0. Okay, i leaved out alot of small details lah. Don't wanna go into so much detail if not blog very long. Oh yeah, changed phone and number also. Those who wanna know or need my contact erm tag or msn me or something. Anyway, hope we win tml's match and erm, yeah..

Saturday, December 25, 2004
4:13 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!! ALL THE BEST AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR, soon...

3:48 PM

you're just across the street
looks a mile to my feet
i want to go to you
funny how i'm nervous still
i've always been the easy kill
i guess i always will
could it be that everything goes around by chance
or only one way that it was always meant to be
you kill me
you always know the perfect thing to say
i know what i should do but i just can't walk away
i can picture your face well
from the bar in my hotel
i wish i'd go to you
i'll pick up, put down the phone
like your favorite heatmiser song goes
'it's just like being alone...'
oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain
i need answers for what all the waiting i've done means
you kill me
you've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes
i know what i should do but i just can't turn away
so go on, love
leave while there's still hope for escape
gotta take what you can these days
there's so much ahead
and so much regret
i know what you wanna say
i know it but can't help feeling differently
i loved you and i should have said it
but tell me, just what has it ever meant?
i can't help it
this is who i am
sorry but i can't just go turn off how i feel
you kill me
you build me up but just to watch me break
i know what i should do but i just can't walk away

Wednesday, December 22, 2004
5:53 PM

Since its the season of thanksgiving. I would like to say thank you to everyone of you who had touched and shaped my life in one way of another. So go get your tissue papers and try to reframe from weeping over your keyboard.

First of all, i would like to thank,

Plus, i would like to thank,

And to YOU, for taking the time to read this and i bet you felt so touched right. Well, thank you lah, for visiting my blog and adding hits to the counter. As for now i shall end here, lets wait till we get to boxing day..


Tuesday, December 21, 2004
5:32 PM

Eh, i duno why i still blogging. Everyone has like already ditched blogging lah. Actually the perfect song for a day like this would be the blog song on davin's blog now. Yeah, its the kinda day dat just beats the fuck out of you. Well i will get to dat later. Piang leh, just wanna sleep and pretend like this whole day neva happened to poor miserable me. Eh, actually its not dat bad lah. Duno but guess everyone is just really kinda sad and depressed lately like wad Anne said. Okay

Okay, had an appointment at 1pm to meet haoran go cut hair. Well he smsed me at 1.05pm to ask where i was, right on time to wake me up from bed. Didnt even wanna go out today. But hair getting longer and longer each day, so i decided to cut it real damn badly short once and for all. Dont bother if it looks good or not, just cut lah. Blah blah blah, was 1 hr late when i met haoran. Den the salon actually neva open one, den my mom called den the hairstylist so kindly came down to the shop to open it to cut our hair lah. My dad went to cut also. Okay, walked there to cut hair from Toa Payoh Central. My dad was already having his hair cut inside. Okay, basically i told the hairstylist, cut it real short. So he was like, normal. I was like dont wanna look at the mirror infront of me and just try to daydream off to disneyland. Okay, anyway he did cut it really short and kinda like John Cena from WWE. Okay, basically i looked strange even to myself. Haoran also cut his hair den like side spike. After dat took bus and walked home from Juntion 8. felt really light up there and could feel the breeze in against my sculp. Went up, bathe and got ready for tuition at Bedok.

By the time i got to the tuition center, i was 2 hrs late. Well screw all fuckers who think i am some kinda bastard who duno how to keep time okay. Dont piss me off any further. Went there and finally managed to do some of my sch hw. A Maths. Coz i dont remember a single shit of matrices and the stupid rules on sine and cosine and tangent so i basically copied everything from Melcher, who was already there waiting for me and laughin at my new haircut. Well i dont care alright. Sat for only 1 hr there and Melcher wanted to leave coz Hannah was performing down at Orchard. Okay, you see, it turns out to be another night out at Orchard. And i was like wasting my parents money coz its like tuition for 3 hrs and i been there for only 1. Nonetheless, took bus there. Den halfway Melcher was like complaining dat i made him so damn freaking late and when he found out that the performance was only 30 mins and ended at 7.30pm, he decided to take a cab there. Davin and Joshua was there already, Davin wanted to see Joanne and vowed dat he would at least say hi to her. Joshua was there for no fucking reason and if he opened his damn mouth again i swear to god dat the last thing he would see is me spitting at him. But he was not a jerk today so he was smart enough to just shut up. Went there just on time to let Melcher see Hannah do some duno wad dance. Everyone was there, from Kimberly, to Hannah, Joanne, even Joel and Gab, Sherman, Charles and even the other Joshua. I duno y the hell all of them were there and i was like in no mood for another night of christmas carolling. Davin was still guess not brave enough to go say hi to Joanne and Joanne didnt wanna go say hi to him. Den Hannah was like, "can you stop playing this kinda games?" Well that gur was being a ass den alright. i wont say more. After dat they went over to Wisma to perform their ARISE again. Piang this is the 4th time that i watched their performance. Eh can i just end here coz i really in no mood to carry on blogging.

Went over to Wisma and i had to basically drag Davin and Joshua across the road by the underpass. Okay, its like cat and mouse. Den they performed their ARISE. So we like just watched and clapped along. Davin and Joshua still dare not go say hi to Joanne so they were like duno where the hell. Well during the performance, Joanne and Hannah did not perform so there were part of the audience. They kept looking our way and giggling lah. And i already guessed why anyway. Eh if any of you girls are reading my blog. Pls kindly dont go spread wadeva u see here to the whole beautiful world dat god created ok. I think the reason why the church peeps were so damn dao to us was coz Davin and Joshua were there lah, you know after wad happened at the soccer field, and why the hell were they at a churchy function, you get wad i mean. Well, after dat the church peeps wanted to go have dinner. I was kinda for it coz i hardly had lunch coz i rushed off to meet haoran. They went to Taka to get food. On the way there, melcher and i had to go get davin and joshua, only to have them walk all the way inside Taka and to pangseh us. Well so we went to meet them for dinner. Ordered my food and the waiter said he would deliver it to me coz it was prepared yet. He so damn forgotten bout my order and i had to get his attention before he apologised. Well, its christmas so i was forgiving okay. Didnt think much bout it. Den the whole time Gab and the rest were like laughing at how much 5 cents cost for a sms and bout Church romances. I didnt really hear wad they were talking bout coz i was like in no mood and talking to Melcher. Den he so continued to sms Hannah. Well you see, Hannah thinks and knoes i like Kim you see. Now dats a fucking bad thing coz its either news had traveled via mouth to ear or she had read Melcher's blog and linked to mine. Now both is just as freaking bad. Okay. I was pissed alright, not coz she found out or wad but i just felt really pissed and annoyed dats all. And she knew dat i smsed kim and talked to her alot lah. Eh this world is a damn cruel place to be in alright. It's really like dog-eat-dog. After the rest were done with filling their socks with food, they convinently left leaving Melcher and i, well i didnt take too much of dat to heart as i was like kinda glad they were gone even if Kim had gone with them. Well Melcher mind it alot lah. Could tell he was really disappointed in them, so i took the opportunity to make it known to him dat true friends are those dat stick by you through thick and thin. Which i was also aiming dat at zys being a perfect example. Coz i could tell he was just kinda lovesick these few days and would like erm really start to glue with the church peeps. Well, i dont blame him lah. I duno. After dat i duno how come but the church peeps came back and then just nice we were done with dinner too so we left at the same time. I wasnt really in favour of leaving with them, but i knew Melcher wanted to lah. Well i was just being cool with it okay. I didnt want to see any of them not even Kim and i just wanted to just float off to the middle of the Pacific and sleep on a plank of wood. Melcher forwarded the sms that Hannah send him which concerned me on my way there. well, you are not gonna knoe the contents ok. Well walked and talked and basically walked to Orchard Mrt when i decided to leave and take the bus instead of Mrt. Partly to get away and partly coz i wanted to have a word with Melcher. Melcher wanted to follow them on the Mrt home and i kinda figured why coz he took the same train as Joanne. Oh yeah, Hannah left after ARISE. Her parents were strict i guess. Melcher was kinda disappointed but he smsed her successfully so he kinda was glad. And my phone bill is gonna blow so badly dat i think my parents are gonna terminate the line. Well went to the bus-stop at Wheelock place lah. And along the way tried to sort out with Melcher the mess i was in and created with the help of various people.

Hell okay. Sometimes hell is just better den Earth. Ay, i am not suffering from depression or something. Just to get the elephant outta my chest. Shit and crap hasnt really been gone from my life this December. Everything is just happening too fast and hurried, and wad is suppose to be happening isnt happening. Well, i dont wanna add anymore or i would just scare the hell outta everyone dat reads this pathetic site. Gd night to all and may the dove of peace shit on our heads once again.

Monday, December 20, 2004
5:53 PM

Yeah today is one hell of a day lah. Too much stuff happened today. So much so dat it becomes really compressed and suffocating lah. Ok, woke up by phone call from Melcher to remind me bout the soccer match against CityTEENS. But by the time i reached my team all pangseh me go already. Coz i was late lah. I met Gabriel there so went with him and his friends, coz i didn't know how to get there. We so thought we were gonna win lor. Den Joshua, Tah Yuen still can cock say wad i waste their time play with noobs, plus no field somemore. So we played side field. Plus, playing for $20 remember? Piang leh, it was a disaster. Our team no coordination at all and defence was basically eating grass lah. Den Joshua and the rest were all so pissed with the other team coz they were so rough and wadeva lah. You knoe lah, when u expect things to go one way, they go the other, so they got really pissed. Den Joshua still go scold the other Joshua when the other one stepped on Wee Qing's feet, "kaobei, you bully my friend issit?" wah lao, its CHURCH team leh. Piang leh, i regret letting both sides meet. North and South pole can neva be at the same place lah. Okay, dats not the worst part though, after the match, duno how come lah, they were talking bout Kimberly and me like her. To the very people who were her friends. Screw them lah, Wee Qing go ask them, "Who's Kimberly arh?"
"Why you like arh?"
"No lah, i think Shawn like.."

I am so dead lah, den it's like so many others there dat like Kimberly also. Piang leh i think got 3 others, not nice to name who lah. Ok so there goes all my face and pride again. Washed away by the very people i called friends. The churchmates are so gonna tell her lor. Rumors will spread faster than wildfire. But i would still remain friends with Zys lah. No way am i ever gonna let a girl triumph over friendship build over lots of suffering and happiness together. Ok, this is getting a little crappy lah. Ok so Melcher also kanna when they say he always play Hannah and the Ice-caves (a neopets game). He was also kinda pissed lah. Who wouldn't? Wee Qing can still come say wad, "it's ok to have an inflatuation wad? it's prefectly ok.." yeah yeah wadeva. Ok after dat went to change to clean clothes and admired the work of art on my jersey. Even my underwear tio mud lor. yeah dat's gross i knoe. Forget to bring clean one.. Okok, went to play lan after dat. Damn fun lah, CS really is getting cooler and cooler each day. ok lah, play and play untill almost time for church, den took bus and train to City Hall to get lunch and went for church. Arrived bout 10 minutes lah. Yeah, Kimberly there lah. But i duno whether they tell a not. Den its like Christmas party celebration. So playing games lah, den the soccer churchmates who heard the crap kept shouting my name lah. Piang it's like confirming dat they sealed my fate for me. I just got nothing to say yeah. Wad more could i do. Just ignore lah. Ok lah, play Christmas games and sing songs and stuff. she looked real hot infront yeah. Haha. okok. No i am still feeling kinda down. They left for CCIS after bout 1 hr. Den after church which ended at around 6.40 pm, Melcher and i went to meet Wee Qing they all again at Marina South.

Got free dinner seh. Sneak in the restaurant to get free steamboat. Need to pay $12 per person. All you can eat, but if u waste u gotta pay lah. Den i went in and used Kok Wee's and Wee Qing's chopsticks and spoon to eat lah, coz if u wanna get your own u gotta pay you see. Aiyah who cares bout saliva. I was hungry lah. Ok eat and crap and had this free voucher for prawns or something. And we wanna go and they were kinda full so they decided to give to this girl wearing Roxy shirt. Yeah, they choose chio chio one to give. Wee Qing hero again, went to give, but they said it was okay, so he gave it to the table behind. After dat took bus to Marina Bay Mrt station. Oh yeah, Melcher successfully managed to get Hannah's hp number and smsed her at the restaurant through Joanne. Speaking of Joanne, it would bring us to wad happen next..

We all went our own train routes at Dhoby Ghaut and Melcher alighted also, leaving Davin and me. Actually wanna go Orchard one, to let Davin meet Joanne, which they only met yesterday online through none other den yours truely.. den Davin was kinda disappointed dat she not going Orchard when Melcher asked her via sms at the restaurant, plus this morning she didn't go to watch him play soccer. But den on the train leaving Dhoby Ghaut, Melcher smsed Davin telling him she was coming, so he so happy lah, we stopped at Orchard while Melcher walked from Dhoby Ghaut to meet us at Taka. Damn crowded man. Saw alot of people today at Orchard. Got Pei Rong and her bf, which she claims is not lah, but they were holding hands wad.. Den wished them Merry Christmas and asked for his name. Which proved to be not much of a use coz i forgotten his name already, met my next door neighbour also which i convinently daoed him. Met Yu Feng and her bf also, all on the course of the wonders of Orchard road. Okay, so where were we? Oh yeah, Davin was gonna meet Joanne. Ahahaha, he is one shy boy lah. The way from the mrt he already starting to regret and felt the nerve getting into him. Similiar feeling as dat when i went to meet Anne yeah? erm yeah, Pei Rong just told me the guy she was with is called Yong Shun and is her Kor, as in brother, ok i dont care. ok, so Davin gonna meet Joanne. Eh i duno how to put it in a way not so suan him lah. Check out his blog yeah? okay lah, she appeared with her friends lah, carrying a red balloon, looking really hot and cute. so he was like damn shy dare not even look at her lah, i mean as in eye to eye. ONLY COZ SHE LOOKED TOO HOT OK. i dont suan him arh! okay, lmao he walked back towards Orchard Mrt lah. Den Melcher had to go chase him, but he just went away lah. Could not take the pressure. Ay, anyway he said she was chio and cute yeah. lmao, he smsed me after dat. Say tml he coming down to see her perform. erm ok so went with Joanne and her friends. Didn't plan this okay, and it was so damn crowded, and Kim and Cheryll and Daphne were performing on the streets, dat was closed for christmas performance. Oh yeah, i think i saw Sharon Goh from our school also. Anyway, we walked and stopped and talk lah. den they wanted to wait for Kim and they all to end to meet each other. Piang leh, i dont wanna meet her lah, after wad happen just now. i mean gonna be very weird and i was damn tired and had enough of paisehness for one day. So went to get a drink from Cold Storage and Melcher so willingly sponsored Joanne and her two other friends water. Lol, i told him to get Evian one. More expensive den more sincerity, den Joanne was like, "why u buy Evian one!" haha, ok den as i was leaving cold storage my mom called lah, ask where am i, i told her NTUC, den changed to Cold Storage. She damn smart sia, ask issit i in Orchard, i said Ang Mo Kio -.-" i didn't wanna lie ok, i didnt have a choice, coz i had been going down to Orchard for like 6 days in a row liao. So after giving them the drinks i went home lah. Den downstairs my mom asked where was i, i said crossing the over-head bridge. Den she asked me, from AMK needa cross bridge one meh. Luckily i managed to shake the question off lah. Haix. today is too much for me lah. i duno wad will happen man. Den just now talk to Kimberly on msn like not natural like dat. Perhaps it's just me lah. And yeah i hope all goes well lah. Piang leh, anyway. Merry Christmas to all yeahh..

Sunday, December 19, 2004
6:39 PM

Had to wake up at bout 2 pm today just coz my parents wouldn't let me sleep so late lah. Listened to Jimmy Eat World again. Getting nicer and nicer. ok so i basically lazed and wasted my life till evening lah. ok at around 6 pm was still contemplating whether to go down orchard see Kimberly, Cheryll and the others perform their CCIS at orchard lah. ok was like, aiyah. sure damn strange one right. Okay lah, its like they were asking us to go lah. Davin didn't want to go, so i went with Melcher. You knoe i had this strange feeling dat if i go with Melcher alone he is gonna pangseh me. And if he did i be so dead. dats y i was so against going without davin going with me lah. But nonetheless, he promised not to pangseh me lah. So took bus to Novena den train to Orchard at 7 pm.

Reach there den went to the stage dat has been set up beside Wisma and Taka. They performing already. Quite kiddish lah, and christmasish. But ok lah, not bad lah. Met Dustin and his churchmate there also. duno he so holy also sia. haha. crap. ok den interval went to talk to them ok. Felt really strange coz its like the first time i talked to them in person. ok damn strange lah ok. Den just erm said words den went for a short walk to get something before they started again. Bout Auntie Anne's Original. Den went back. They perform untill dancing lah. Ok. So show ended. go meet them again. Weird ok. Coz duno suppose to do wad. Wadeva it is they decided to go to Tangs to buy ice-cream. So we went along. Wah lao its very weird lah. Coz its like you duno wad to say and they duno wad to say. So we went to tangs ok. And erm, wah lao she damn chio lah. LOL. Had to get it off my chest lah. Ok. Went all the way to tangs just to buy 94.9% fat free ice-cream. and it's really expensive ok. When there are so many ice-cream sellers along the road. Wad to do, gurs wad. lmao. Ok lah, wth its like group dating. Eh guess wad? while eating ice-cream. Melcher mom called him, she ran outta cash in Taka. So well Melcher pangseh-ed me. Yeah. He left me with 3 girls alone. Oh wow, love him right. Left me with Kim, Cheryll and Daphne. Den was like. PAISEH LAH. den ok lah make convo. Kim ask me where was my friend, refering to Dustin lah. Den i said he left already. den Cheryll went, "oh, you have a friend?" eh, i am so gonna skin her. Ok things could'nt get worst lah. But after ice-cream they had to go back coz they were out the whole day lah. so they took MRT home. aiyah even if i did go back also different train from Kim, so dont needa waste time. So i went to meet Melcher again, and went to get Burger King dinner. Okay lah, basically went home after dat. Gonna leave outta the small little details.

Okay you see, all you need is a little courage right. See. i talked to her ok. duno lah, talking on msn and sms-ing is always so much easier you see. Okay, went home and introduced Joanne to Davin. Was laughing like crazy lah. Damn funny u should see the conversation. One was like asking, and one just replying. okay, basically tings should turn out just fine. Tml got match against CityTEENS. We ain't gonna lose. Even if its my own church we won't lose one ok. Loser team pay $20 to opponent leh. So we ain't gonna lose lah. Okay, go watch Man u match. 4-2 now. they leading Crystal Palace. Laters.

Friday, December 17, 2004
6:27 PM

Got outta bed at 2.15pm coz both my parents were screaming at me dat my lunch was getting cold. So didn't get to go to Tah Yuen's house coz it was way pass 12pm. Anyway, Paul sms me also say he didn't bring the homework he was suppose to lend me. So had my cold lunch and went to Somerset to meet Melcher to buy a CD at 4.00pm. Dang you would believe it, i reached there earlier den him. He made me wait yeah. Ok so left for HMV at bout 4.35pm. Walk and walk duno wanna buy wad CD. And did you knoe Bryan McFadden quit Westlife coz he said he wanna spend more time on his new family, den he go cut his own album when Westlife just release theirs. Yucks man. But he looks cooler lah. Anyway after many rounds of walking and contemplating i bought Jimmy Eat World's new album just to accompany Melcher to buy his U2. After day immediately head out to meet Gabriel and Sherman. Suppose to meet at 5.30pm one. By the time reach there already close to 7. So reached Ben's house at bout 7pm. Boy we were really late lah. Den in the bus they were like telling us dat they were gonna dunk me for sure. Dunk as in throw into the pool. So i was like, yeah you can go and try.

Okay reach there ate dinner lah. Kimberly, Joanne, Cheryll and the rest all there liao. We latest seh. Dat's cool right. Had dinner lah, den Joanne was beside me constantly screaming when Gabriel was taking her picture. Bleh, gurs~ After dinner went to play pool, and i shot in the green ball on my first attempt. Wad an accomplishment man.. last time i cannot even make the ball roll, much less use the cue to hit another. Now can successfully hit one in arh. Just as i was bout to shoot in the second one, Ben ran into the pool room and started shouting at us, "quick lets go dunk Cheryll, coz she's dunking everyone else." Woah so i happy lah, got action at last. Den halfway there he say, "eh take out your hp and stuff from your pockets in case you get pulled in." So they handed all to duno who lah. Mine was upstairs in Ben's house in my bag, so i walk there lah, position behind Cheryll. I tell you he is such a good actor, he just came and toss me into the pool. I was like caught off guard lor, den he pulled so hard i could hear my shirt tear. Piang, he tossed me into the pool with my shoes on. So much for not getting wet yeah. Den one by one all toss into the pool lah. Sway man i kanna toss in 3 times. Play untill the guard come kaobei. Damn funny sia, Ben and Ryan run behind the guard wanna push him in. i tell you they were inches away before Andrea stopped them. i SO wanna see dat bastard go down man. Still can come glare at me. What the fuck can he do? just a old man. aiyah dont spoil the joyous mood, den was so cold i was shaking. so went to toilet to wash up. haha, when they drag Joanne in dat time her shirt almost come out lor. But of coz even if it did i would have turned away. Kimberly was so light dat even if she sits on a chair you could just lift her off and throw her inside the pool. after dat just stand around and ate ice-cream.

After ice-cream went to play soccer in the car-park. Damn carpark floor had some kind of liquid like grease. Den my feet so hot in my shoe so i play barefooted. So damn greasy and slippery dat i almost slipped at least 5 times. Zero friction i tell you. i needa hold onto the wall to stand up. Play and play untill 11.00+. Den went back to my bag to call home if not my parents kaobei again. Luckly my dad went out, so my mom kaobei me only. But still how can i go home when Kimberly haven't go home right? Okay lah, take bus to Bukit Batok interchange after dat. LUCKY ME MAN. Left one last bus. Any later i would have missed it. Den the bus ride damn long and boring. So guess who i sms? yeah. i sms-ing Kimberly the whole journey home. Sian the bus ride ends so fast. ok i just crapping lah. Finally reach home. damn tired. Missed the OC again. i really should make it a point to be at home more often. Haven't open the CD also. Now talk cock to Kimberly first. okayy, ends here. Oh yeah, i forgot to give Gabriel my A and E maths homework to do, den he went home already. piang, now must wait till sunday. ok.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004
5:38 PM

Woke up really early to assemble at St. Andrews Cathedral South Transit hall to go for church camp. i don't really remember much bout dat time lah, coz it was like 3 days ago.. remembered dat we played soccer in the room while waiting lah. Set off for camp lah, at Sembawang GB campsite, in some primary school bus. First day quite hot.. pity they neva come with us on the bus there coz they got some concert or something.. we set off for camp site at bout 10.30am den check in and camp briefing at 11.30pm. Had our files which contained the grouping and camp programme. Wasted sia i not in her group, but nvm lah.. Was in the same group with at least someone i knoe, which was Gabriel.

Slept in boys bunk 2. Shared with most of the soccer guys lah, whom which we all eventually became close friends lah. We had lunch at bout 12.30pm. much better eating conditions den Perak though, coz no files and erm girls normally serve the food. lol, they were being helpful. But most of the time we get our own food lah, they only serve drinks occasionally. Played soccer before and after lunch, met many new friends lah. Play and play untill damn dead shed. Went for games at 2 pm. Games on first day not dat fun though, coz mostly outdoor games, but get to mingle and mix lah, but no point really since many of them have not arrived.. Played all kinds of camp games u can think of, to even some Fruit Jeropady and using your feet to pick up tomatos and then squishing them and putting it on someone's head. i remember first game is to remember a certain phrase allocated to each team lah. i still remember mine lor, "They angered him with their high towers, they aroused his jealousy with their idols." Psalms 58:78 i think, or issit 38:58, or wadeva lah. But still dat proves dat i got good memory yeahh. Had tea at 4pm, of which we took less den 20 mins and went to play soccer after dat till bout 5pm den had our bathe and den dinner at 6.30pm. Dat's when they came. It's always nice to see a pretty face yeah, i mean familiar face.. I'm telling you she is hot. Epitome of perfection.. Okok.. i mean erm they arrived den came and greeted everyone. Den joined us for dinner. They came from some concert lah. Things would just get better from here. We had our first session at 7.30pm where we had our first ice-breaker game. Got two groups, den a towel is used to block the other person behind the towel lah. den when the towel is pulled off must see who can call the other person name first lah. It was also during dat event when i talked to Hannah for da first time. Basically this whole camp was about the topic on "idols". First session was rather boring, at the Blue Room, unlike the other two which i will talk bout later.. The speaker was Francis, quite a powerful speaker lah. talking and keeping your attention to him. Played Truth or Dare before lights out and one of the dare was to propose to the picture or Mrs S.R. Nadan. lol, it was a howler man. Melcher proposed to the wooden wall used for climbing as an obstacle course. okay anyway, lights out at 11pm and we were so tired from soccer and games dat we slept almost immediately lah, despite Kenneth's singing and stuff.

Day 2. Woke up for quite time at around 6.50am. Quiet time was at 7am. Basically was just talking bout the bible and the topic of dat particular day lah. My group got Gabriel, Benjamin Yen, Hannah, and other people who i not dat familiar with. Talked bout idols i think and why it's wrong to have one. Our group ended abit early lah, den went back the bunk to sleep a while more. Had our breakfast at 8am. After dat went back bunk sleep and rest again, before heading to the Blue Room for session 2. Had another ice breaker game which was called the Samson and Delilah ice-breaker . Basically like sissors, paper and stone lah. But instead of dat action u must do some girly action to represent Delilah, which was to place your finger on your lips and like basically acting cute lah, a action dat i would rather be caught dead den doing. Samson was the action to do some macho sign over your head with both hands. den the last one is the lion when u have to growl and do the lion sign lah. First two was Kenneth and me. Obviously i did the Samson action while he did the Delilah action. lol, so i went over to the other group. the last group with more people wins lah. Den when Kimberly went up for her turn, damn cute sia when she do the Delilah sign. Puts a smile on ya face. Den was two times tie i think, den she did the lion one and growled. lol, i am telling ya she's cool. Nono, she's hot. Anyway session 2 was nothing dat i had ever experienced in my entire life of 15 yrs. Okok, the session was as normal lah. But when the session ended there was this praying session. Den those who wanna get prayed or let the Holy Spirit touch your soul can go tell Francis or the other leaders yeah. ok, you see arh, first one girl went up to have the prayer lah. But really, i mean if you were there u could sense the presense of the Holy Spirit. As we were singing and giving thanks, some girls at the back started to cry. At first i thought its coz of the air-condition or something, but then one after another they went up to get prayed for and each time dat happens, they started crying. Den it's like when they pray for you rite, they take both your hands, den start talking to you. it's like everyone just gets erm like, hypnotised. Not the right word to use but it's really how it seems like. They just fall backwards after a while of the prayer and another leader or person at the back would help them and place them on the floor. I seriously duno wad was going on coz i neva been to something like this before. But i tell you the feeling inside the room was really strange and weird. Abit sad like God died for us and abit strange like you knoe, i can't believe dat was happening. And it really freaks me out to see so many girls cry. And they were like crying till the extend dat they were crying their hearts out. Even as i blogging bout this now it really feels weird lor.. Imagine so many people crying for no apparent scientific reason but just coz they presense of the Holy Spirit was so strong yeah. Even the male guitarist teared and Kenneth cried. But i duno lah, i didn't. Not coz i didn't feel it or something but coz erm i hadn't cried in quite a long time lah, but there's dat real strong feeling of sadness but no tears i guess. Anyway it was lunch and session 3 after dat. Session 3 was also bout talk on Idolism, and i was seriously wishing wad happened earlier would not happen again coz i would really freak out this time. But nonetheless, the same thing happened but not as much tears lah. I mean if you are not a Christian and you were in the room at dat very point of time, you would feel as though you had been one all your life. You get wad i mean lah.

Well after session 3 was preparation for the 'idol' nite concert. They seperate the groups again into boys and girls. i think coz they don't wanna have too much mingling lah. We guys just planned a slip-short play lah and didn't bother bout the song we were supposed to do, den went to play soccer in the rain. Had a real good time playing in the rain yeahh, while the girls were like preparing their play for bout 1 hr. lol, we played for the entire time den went to reharse the play once after our bath. Bath time was really fun coz we were singing and spraying the shower to others the next cubicle. Den played soccer at the open space near our bunk where we reharsed our play and then went back to bunk to play our newly invented game called 'Bluff'. It was really funny and we laughed our hearts out as this game required extreme lying and gaming skills. i teamed up with Kenneth beside me and there was no way we could lose. Played untill we were late for the BBQ and den went down to eat. Then "idol" nite started. The girls play was of course much better den ours. Their play was about erm i duno really, but i was really cute and funny lah. Didn't get the idea though, while ours was just bout underage kids going clubbing. Lol, when it was our turn for the song Kenneth went up stage first, den we all pangseh-ed him and he had to do the song alone. It was his idea for dat song anyway, some lame song with very sissy actions. Anyway we lost to the girls at "idol" nite. After dat we had nite games. It was really a blast lah. Coz it was at nite and outdoors so we couldn't tell who was who. We played Captain's ball and Dog-and-Bone. Captain's ball was really confusing coz i duno which girl was on my team and it was the rule dat only girls could score. Den when ya have the ball its like they all say you're on their team. I passed wrongly to one girl sia, bluff me say my team den score make us conceed a goal. All my fault. Can't really remember her name lah but remember her face. The Captain's Ball ended in an outrage of water bombs fight which made my last set of clothes all soaking wet. Someone even threw one in my ear. After dat Dog-and-Bone. The bone was two bars of soap, which was eventually somehow reduced to one. My team got more guys lah, although all not really sports people, but we had Kimberly so who cares? Our team won obviously although many times we were trying to swing the referee to our side. But wad matter's is we have fun rite? It was also Daphne's birthday dat day so Kimberly and the rest were like throwing cake at her. Dat's really cool rite? Wrong. We had eat the remaining of the cake the next morning for breakfast which had water and soap in it. lol, but not dat much i guess. Den went back to the canteen to play with ice while the girls were like putting ice down each others backs and soon it was the cleavage too.. den they took each others slippers and started running around. lol, it's amazing how in just a short span of a few hours the very same girls could be crying their eyes out and now having all the fun in the world u can imagine. Anyway really fun at games nite and den we went back to the bunk in the midst of contemplating whether to sneak out before mid-night to catch Arsenal vs Chelsea at the nearest coffeeshop or pub, but pity the gate was lock. So we went back to our bunk to play more of 'Bluff'. We sneaked in two 1.5 litre cokes into our bunk which we intended to use as punishment but didn't even open them and we gave one to the other boys bunk. We raised the stakes of 'Bluff' whereby the loser had to do Truth or Dare. Lol, its always the 12 yr old kids who lost and they had to go to the girls bunk to say, "have any of you girls seen my bra?" Lol, not my idea. Of coz not mine. Kenneth's idea. It was really funny lah. After we got sick of 'Bluff', we played Blackjack. But wads Blackjack without betting? But it was church camp, so we bet with push-ups. Play untill Kenneth and Joshua gave up and went ran outta the bunk downstairs. You might wanna knoe wad the girls were doing, they were playing cards at the open area near our bunk. Till bout 5 am. While we could not leave our bunk and mingle with them for some apparent reason, they could leave theirs. But then we talked bout jokes and games and the stupid, lame "What's Next?" game which i took more den 7 hrs to figure out the logic behind it. Coz the biggest damn stupid clue was, "It is just a game." Ok, i think i took the longest to figure dat out lah. And i didn't really get to sleep for the 1 hr which i planned too coz i was figuring the reason behind it. Den Kenneth and Gabriel not telling me. Managed to fall asleep at bout 5 am too. Anyway, i figured out the other two riddles so i am not dat slow after all. Anyway the older boys in our bunk were talking bout BGR and praying dat it was the right girl and stuff. and bout which is more important, teacher's or parents opinion. Eu Tong even borrowed my bible to find out more about it. They really do take a relationship dat seriously.. Anyway slept for 1 hr before waking up for day 3.

Had quite time again at 7 am and breakfast at 8 am. Basically today was just bout clearing and packing up before leaving the campsite. Didn't wear jeans coz i thought no one wear. Apparently was so stupid coz everyone else wore jeans coz we were going ice-skating after leaving campsite. But who needs jeans if you are good at skating and not fall rite? lol.. Took the same bus to Jurong East, Fugi Ice Palace. i was freezing as we queued for our skates coz i was in shorts. But as soon as you got on the ice you won't feel dat cold anymore. My record ok, no falls at all. Maybe coz it's only the second time i been there but still i didn't fall. All the history of roller-blading proved to be useful after all. And boy Kimberly could skate. How cool is dat. ok well Hannah could too, Joanne could too. erm maybe all can lah. And Kenneth learned how to skate. Melcher and Shermon also i think. And Joanne wore dat same sweater she used to take this pic with Kimberly which looked like they wear hiding behind it naked. lol, damn cool sia. den she wore it to ice-skating which made her look like some little Orange-riding-hood on skates. yeah, made friends with Joel also at the skating ring and skated and skated till 1 am. Actually planned to watch movie after dat, but i guess the girls won't dat keen on dat. So were like after skating went for lunch and den back to the ring to get our lauggage before heading to Jurong East Mrt to take train home. Lol, Melcher went home with Joanne alone sia. While i went home with Gabriel, Wen Hsin, Joel and his sister, Hannah and her brother and some other guys from another service. Tried my best too keep awake on the train coz if i were to sleep i duno if i could get up lah. Anyway, after 14 stops i arrived at Bishan and crossed the overhead bridge to wait for the 54 bus. i was so tired dat i didn't even see my mom waiting at the taxi stand beside the bus-stop and i almost boarded the bus before i heard someone shouting my name with my headphones blasting McFly's, Obviously into my head. Anyway slept immediately when i came home after a shower.

Been blogging for bout 2 over hrs already. Well i guess i learnt alot from this camp lah, and meet many, many people. Well although it was really energy draining, it was fun lah. More fun den Perak and sec 3 camp. Anyway, back at home now and look forward to seeing all of them again this sunday at church.

Saturday, December 11, 2004
3:34 AM

okay, last post before i go camping. yeah, back on monday. And do you knoe wad dat means? yes, i am sure you don't.. dat just means that things could not get any worst yeah? ahh, still can't believe saturday is just tml. okay anyway, erm today was kinda weird lah.
Woke up half-naked at 1.30pm by phone call from Melcher, asking me to go tuition. i duno how come my shirt was on the floor, i think coz too hot last nite i guess. anyway, arranged tuition at 3pm and den went to had lunch. Just to cut the crap, i went tuition at bout 3.30pm, 30 minutes later den expected time. waited for Melcher at the Mrt station while my mom went to get the groceries. he arrived and we waited just quite a bit for my mom, i was like cleaning my toe nails from mud from marina south dat has been there 2 weeks ago.. den these two girls walked pass and went, "wah lao eh." i dont blame them.. coz the window was all the way down and they could look in. besides it was really gross anyway. Lol, wad could i say. it was my fault anyway. Proceed to tuition after dat.
Went there and she didn't turn up again. Crap man, it's been almost 2 months. i really do hope she does not quit, or else tuition would be erm just, tuition. But then we shared tables with these two girls, one of which Sumahdi is so madly crushed on.. yeahh, she's hot. Today he teaching bout waves lah, finally i can understand waves. just needa knoe speed equals to frequency multiplied by wavelength, and the whole chapter is in your grasp. lol, Melcher had his calculator semi-buried under the other girl's arm, and boy was he too shy to even get it back. Tortured him by not wanting to lend him mine. Lol, how are u suppose to do sine and angle without calculator. i think she got the hint lah, den placed it on the book so dat he can retrieve it. Boy how cute can girls get.. the one Sumahdi has a crush on, went to take her mug of water and dipped her finger into it just to explain to her friend how the waves are formed.. lol, and she went to drink it. i guess it's all bout theory yeahh. anyway, lesson ended very fast today although it was more den 3 hrs.. and waited for Mr Tan to give us a lift to the Mrt station. on the way out Melcher opened the door from the inside just as Mr Tan was reversing the car. he pratically stopped the car with the left rear door against the pillar. i tell you, Mr Tan face was like, BLACK arh.. confirm tio dent one lor. got sound somemore.. anyway, he seems to blame it on the fact dat i was laughing. like, wad has dat gotta do with his actions? anyway, he slammed the car door close while this other girl was kind enough to get out to let us out at the Mrt station. Guess he was thinking yeahh. Too much bad happens before good. which means, it's all gonna be good at camp.. i hope. No more screwing up pls yeah. anyway, bought drinks den went to Hang Ten to buy socks.. 3 pairs for $8. my mom still complain so expensive..
Anyway, really do hope all goes well this weekend. so next time i would be chatting with you guys would probably be on Monday nite.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004
5:16 PM

Today was a long day lah.. and i dont really intend to blog down event after event wad happen lah.. Anyway, i woke up at 6.35am today, yeah i am not joking, to meet Tak Kian, Melcher and Hao Ran outside school. i arrived there bout 30 mins late, which i was surprised dat i was not the latest lah.. We waited for Melcher before we took the Mrt to Bukit Merah station. Actually wanted to take bus, but then duno which bus to take. Today i was supposed to go for this job interview, which also happends to be my first day at work. I wore shorts there, coz lazy to wear longs, and although i knoe it is not appropriate, i was running late so had to grab wadeva i could grab. Went to Henderson Building via cab from the mrt station.
Arrived there den had to fill in the application forms, den the guy was asking how come i was in shorts. The guy also so happens to be my new manager. Den i say i duno, i neva go interview before. Den he was like, ok youre forgiven, tml come in longs. Luckily i not the online one lah, got Melcher who was in shorts also. Lol, i was contemplating whether to wear slippers a not also coz i was late, lucky neva lah. Ok, the job was basically some sales stuff lah. Met out leader there also, his name Fadly i think. He one hell of a joker. You did be amazed how much crap can come out of a guy. We were thought this system lah, the 5 steps system. Although cannot remember all, i remember the first two steps very clearly.. First step to a salesperson's job is to have S.E.X. with the costomer. Not physically lah, sex as in 's' for smile, 'e' for eye-to-eye contact, and 'x' for xcitement. Suppose to approach customers with a smile and some style i guess. Next step is to K.I.S.S. the customer. Kiss as in Keep it short and simple. Introduce wad u are selling and for wad cause lah. I think their motto was "For every 'no' brings you closer to a 'yes'.". Kinda lame but very much the truth yeahh? Aiyah all the basic crap.. Den after dat we had to practice before we go to public. Den it was really funny practicing coz we were all like a little shy to be as enthu as the other leaders. The way the other leaders talk arh, damn stylo arh.. u hear liao also wanna find out more about the product.. Ok den they were like talking bout how much cards they gonna sell. It was like this lah, for every $5 donation u have to give the customer this 3-piece postcard to thank them for their contribution. But the catch was only 30% of this was to be given to charity, the other 70% to the company we working for and to our own pocket.. So it was like being kinda like a scammer i guess. Anyway, they were boasting bout how many they could sell lah.. den there was this part when the manager went, "eh you pussy, 100 more cards also cannot arh?" to another leader in a joking manner. Lol the leader reply, "Hello, i am no pussy man. 100 den 100 lah!" lol, damn funny, imagine talking to your manager like dat. The environment was lively lah. After practicing, we went to Tampines bus and Mrt station to start work officially.
Ok, this part onwards bout wad really happen. People are like damn freaking dao these days, esp those damn act cool guys who smoke and wear sunglasses who u talk to dont even give a fuck dat u are there. They totally treat you like you are non-existant. Ok anyway, starting dat time abit hard to approach people lah.. den learning from Fadly how u approach. Den after dat split into our groups, Melcher and Me, Tak Kian and Hao Ran. Our group was at the bus interchange, the worst spot though coz not many people and all of them were rushing to catch their bus. Nonetheless, we approach our first erm customers yeah.. lol, not i go one ok? Melcher went to approach this bunch of girls. First customer already so jialat liao. We were like explaining and stuff and they were like no money and giggling away.. Den was like, erm u donate $2 she donate $1 your friend cover the rest something like dat lah. Oh man, they giggle giggle giggle, den even wanna donate sweets instead of money. Den they say, they pull out $4, den we donate $1. Can you believe it, donate money for your own salary. Aw crap, not being spoil-sport, we contribute the extra dollar lah.. Got many incidents lah dat people like dat. one indian guy was like letting me tell finish the whole long story den he stare back at me in the eye, "sry, i am not interested." oh boy i hate it when dat happens. i only remember a few incidents very distinguishly.. We target sch kids lah, mainly sec sch girls coz they easier to crack and more generous yeahh.. Got this one sch boy who had that kind of NERD hairstyle and those Mr. Stingy to be look, ask him donate money he kaobei so much. He younger den me lor, damn him u knoe wad he say.
He say wad, "Oh this arh, i donated alot of times already.."
Den i went, "again lah brother, how many times u donate to charity?"
"oh many times.."
ok, screw him, and he CONTINUED,
"how do i knoe whether this is going to charity a not?"
i showed him the piece of paper we had which proofed we were licenced to do this lah, den he go
"well, this looks fake you knoe.."
woah i tell you, i felt like wacking him, talk so much crap den still dont want donate. Come and make my first day difficult somemore. den i told him, "you not happy u call the company and ask them lah."
Den he nothing to say lah, den dont wanna donate somemore, go tell his friend lend him $2 first to donate, den later pay him back..
Den another bunch of girls we ask to donate they say they donate liao, den i was like told them they could not have coz there was no one else asking for this donation behind as they just came down from bus, den they giggle giggle and run away. Girls like to giggle yeahh.. Giggle their way outta everything. Yah yah, another also this two girls quite kaobei also lah, i duno how come like dat i think just trying to be funny or wad. the charity is to help reunite broken families and abandoned and abused childred rite. She go tell me wad her parents divorced, her uncle just passed away, her cousin duno wad shit and shit. wah piang, how to answer to dat? Den we say donate to kids who are abused, den she point to her friend say, this one lah, kanna abused one.. Ok enough of dat, of coz there were those who would just stop and smile and gladly donate, like the girl in green who had this smile dat was able to melt away your heart just by looking at it.. Another women donated $10 coz her bus was here and she did not have $5. So she threw us a $10 and took off. Why, thank you..
ok lah, miserable day lah, walk for so many damn hours only managed to raise bout $40 together with Melcher, which was only 8 cards. 4 cards each. dats like pathetic lah.. our leader alone raise bout 36 cards lor. But then he malay, got this accent den talk to malay customers also easier lah.. Anyway, made quite a number of friends lah, coz need to talk and this and dat. And other girls doing this same job under another company.. Den guess how much was our pay for dat day. An astonishing $8!! My very first hard-earned $8. Hrs and hrs of hard work paid off for just $8! Wow. Screw them man. coz we sold only 4 cards, so $8. one whole day earn $8, i think be the old lady down at Cathay who sell tissue paper at 2 packets for $2 also easier lor. Just have to claim u need it for an operation and give dat very pitiful look, also can easier earn more den $8 a day. But anyway, when recieving pay dat time the feeling damn nice lah.. even if it's just $8 it is still money yeahh? Lol, did i mention dat the leaders were like the "best" example one could have. i think they more childish den erm, me lor. woah lao in mrt train can just start singing and in bus-stop pose for their own camera phone they kissing. lol, guy with guy somemore. Cocksters sia, den hell they were vulgar. Cursing and swearing like it's some nursery rhymes. But then they had cool personalities lah, not those gangster swearing, but playing swearing. Lol, den at the end of the day go back the HQ. Fadly go distribute magazine for us to read.
"Nah read lah, FHM, Maxim, read lah.." den he put in different stacks for us.. lol, see wad i mean?
Anyway, its basically working for the experience lah, and i am sure the 4 of us had a great time yeahh. i dont think i wanna go back tml lah, even though we have yet to ask for this girl's hp yet.. Ok, really tired after today lah, and lots of reflections to do. Earning money is so difficult man, next time see this kinda people on the street i sure donate to them, coz experience already first hand how difficult earning a living can be.. As for now, i gonna slog really late into the afternoon tml and really look forward to this weekend. It's gonna be a blast.

Monday, December 06, 2004
4:57 PM

"Everytime"

It was three am when you woke me up
And we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go
Just to get away
We talked about our lives
Until the sun came up
And now I'm thinking about
How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
And everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
All I need is one more day with you

When the car broke down
We just kept walking along
Till we hit this town
There was nothing there at all
But that was all okay
We spent all our money on stupid things
But if I looked back now, I'd probably give it all away
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
And everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I need is one more day with you

Now I'm sittin here, like we used to do
I think about my life and how now there's nothing I wont do
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Every time I hear your name
I know I'll never feel the same
It's like it all falls into place
And everything, everything feels right

One more day
Just one more day
It's all I need, just one more day with you

Saturday, December 04, 2004
4:33 PM

Actually supposed to meet Kok Wee and Melcher at 8am at Seragoon Mrt, but woke up and fell asleep for two times so eventually i only managed to wake up at 9.35am. By the time reach City Hall Mrt to meet Melcher i was more den 30 mins late i think. Den went to the JTC building where Joshua and Kok Wee worked. It was an industrial building and i think just by looking at the place u mood to work there liao. But anyway we went and asked for a job and the lady boss made us wait for her. We waited till 11.40am and i decided dat why waste your chances on a job here while you can get another elsewhere? I went into the lift regardless of whether Melcher was coming or not, coz he really seemed reluctant to leave.. But eventually propaganda worked and we were off to meet Tak Kian at Aljunied.
We walked from there to find this building where there was another job, kept walking for bout 20 mins and finally found the building.. Den enter and filed the application forms liao den they tell us they need people to at least commit themselves for 2 months. Wasted our time sia.. anyway went to Somerset to walk walk first.. Today seems to be a very strange day coz i met 3 people i knoe from my primary school, and i think my eye is suffering from diabeties after today. lol, ask Tak Kian if duno wad i mean. Today was just, erm perfect? Anyway went for another job interview at Cuppage plaza. Walked and realised that Tak Kian forgotten the unit number. When we called back they told us it was 01-03. Went to 01-03 and could not believe wad kind of shop dat was. Ancient art of aroma therapy!? We were like laughing away while filling the applicantion forms, and Tak Kian was like, "i neva introduce anything dat is bad rite?" okok, after dat walked around Orchard and had dinner there. Played at a Lan shop there too. And we were like contemplating the things we would do if we earned dat $90 per day. Billy Bombers for breakfast, Crystal Jade for lunch, Coffee Bean for high tea, and dinner at some hotel.. lol, yeah we wish. But for now, we had dinner at Cineleisure. As i said today we a perfect day rite, even during dinner we were enjoying the splendid view of Cineleisure. Oh yeah, we met Olinda and Mia at Heeren. Neva go take photo lah, see all the volleyball girls around them googaa-ing away like they met some popstar. And boy, did we patronise Heeren. okok, went to Wheelock Place where Melcher went to look for a bag he desired. $100+ bag. Maybe if we earned $90 per day we could afford dat. Anyway, went home and slept through till 11.20pm. My clock wasn't functioning properly so the time was 7.45pm. so wasn't really my fault dat i slept through till so late. Alright, next Monday we shall see lah.

Friday, December 03, 2004
5:59 PM

Woke up by morning call from Melcher.. Den was like so early didn't wanna go answer.. coz the cordless phone spoil, so must answer from the one in the hall.. Den like aiyah don't care just let it ring. Den my dad went to answer it and start calling for me. Lol, just sleep through, 8.30 am nia.. Anyway woke up lah, then went to meet the rest at Seragoon Mac. Den also saw Mrs Ngiam and Sally there. Went there eat breakfast.. coz house no food.. Today was match day. Same team as we played against last time. Didn't realised that they were called Last Samurai. Last time lose them 4-3. Coz got lobang king.. lol, this time our main team come liao..
Went there got Davin, Tah Yuen, Melcher, Tahyuen cousin erm and me. Den Wee Qing came with his Godbrother, his neighbour. Dat time borrow soccer ball from him i accidentally kicked it down the HDB den cannot find.. den waited for Tak Kian to come before we left for Boon Keng Mrt station. Lol, reach there saw Bryan. Den we were like reluctant to have him in our team, coz of some history.. Den we were like dao-ing him.. walk pass him without even looking at him.. lol, den Tah Yuen ask him wad he doing here. Lol, coz Wilson invited him, if not i bet they won't even let him play as substitute. Ok den Wilson arrived den we went to Wilfred Sports Complex to have the match. Den met Kok Wee there. Anyway to get straight to the point, we totally kicked some butts today. 6-0. we trashed them untill the nothing to say. but also must thank Wee Qing's Godbrother for his advice and his motivation to the team. He is the best soccer player i had even knoe personally. I not boot-licking here, he really damn pro. Can do Nike freestyle one lor. Played untill my leg bleed. The old wound which was clotted was ripped out when i slided on the wound. Wah piang, the blood keep flowing out i had to use my jersey to constantly wipe off the blood. Ruined my jersey. Den also pulled my muscle in my left thigh when i unsuccessfully attempted to bicycle kick. All was going well lor, but when i made contact with the ball with my right leg i realised that my left haven't left the ground, so it was like doing splits with one leg in the ground and the other vertically upwards. Boy i tell you it was painful. Up till now the muscle still pain.
Anyway went to KFC after dat. So damn hungry, coz a Filet-O-fish burger was all i had for the whole match. Hungry untill stomach keep giving me sharp pains. After dat went home, actually intended to meet them at 4pm to go play lan games. But then reach home too tired liao. I really needed to sleep. plus, tonight had to go airport to fetch my mom, sis and bro back from Hong Kong. Den didn't want to walk all the way to Bishan Mrt also with those tired legs, den if take bus needa cross overhead bridge. So was like no mood to go lah. Den slept through till 7.30pm in hopes of resting my legs so i could walk again without limping. Not much use though, but at least not so painful lah. Den woke up and played the com and listened to Simple Plan Cd untill 11.30pm. Yes, the initial plan was to eat at the Airport. Den we keep delaying, my dad and i, dat didn't have the time to go earlier to eat.
Waited quite a bit for them to come out. I didn't knoe dat they went with so many of my other friends.. Like own tour group like dat. Den met my friend's sister at the airport also. She so chio sia, chioer den the last time i met her. Too bad she University liao.. Last time still go their hotel room sleep lor, burden dat time i still small yeahh. Anyway picked them up and send them home. And the 3 of them kept telling us bout the trip in the car. And i was like couldn't really be bothered coz i was really hungry and just retreated into the solitude of my mp3 player. Dropped them home before going out to eat with my dad. It was dinner at 12.50am. Madness, people at the coffee-shop eating supper we eating dinner.. anyway, went home and started writing this blog lah.. Tml must wake up at 7am, coz needa go work..

Wednesday, December 01, 2004
5:32 PM

Today woke up quite early lah. 11am. Wake up den call people go out find job. Actually playing soccer want.. den in the end go find job.. Today so long.. i tired to explain all lah. Left the house at round 12 i think wearing polo tee and shorts and school shoes. Lol, for my first job interview i wear like dat.. den my father eventually convinced me to change my shoes to something more decent.. den walked to Bishan Mrt meet Kai Wen den go to Outram Park Mrt..
Reach some kind of wierd shophouse entrance lah.. den go inside for interview after filling in a form bout our particulars.. Then the guy interview us lah.. in the end i ask him more question den he ask me.. lol, the pay sux man.. give us two schemes.. first one confirm i won't take, coz must 7 days a week 31 days a month. And the payment sux, so the other alternative is scheme 2. this one is purely 25% commission.. Sian lah, they tml going to start work.. don't feel like going, coz still must go school bring back my books before they clear. Last day to do so is today, den i duno mah.. sian tml see how. Still muz help Sumahdi take his coz he's in Indonesia. Den after the job interview as we were walking down the stairs Joshua go knock on another office door, which was connected the the stairs. wah lao.. we all ran down and out man, imagine if they come out and scold us.. aw crap. After dat take bus go Orchard. The first bus we took was 147, then changed 111. Wah lao, i accidently dropped Melcher's Mp3 played and mine in the bus 147. Heartache man. i think yesterday morning i dropped my Mp3 player also, den chip off from some part, duno from where, battery cover open and battery flew out, lucky still can playDat's when we saw this really pretty girl on the bus. Den we were like making it so obvious.. Coz i was like erm saboing Tak Kian saying how chio she was.. Lol, den go sit beside her seat. Controlling not to laugh and keep a straight face.. Lol, den i open the bus map Joshua say, "Don't block my view, tv mobile so ncie to watch." Den at dat time was some advertisement. lol.. Den he also say wad stop where she stop den follow her home. I think she heard lah, coz when she stop we immediately went down and outta the bus.. Den she ran across the road and cross another traffic light, and it was like erm almost red yeahh.. Lol, didn't really want dat to happen.
Anyway, used my last Orange Julius volcher. Den used it to get some double ice-cream cone give the rest eat. Den still not happy want take my drink. Okayy lah, i don't really take it to heart anyway. Walked to Cathay den played Lan at Raiders for bout 2 hrs den walked to Wheelock place to take bus home lah..