some things we don't talk about.
i keep this blog for memories' sake. i keep it so that some time down the road i can look back and remember what happened, my thoughts on that day, and ultimately who i was. i duno maybe recently it feels like nothings really worth remembering or jotting down. in fact some events i rather not remember at all.
now with the spare time i have since i get to stay out, there's a few things that i've been
wanting needing to come to terms with. things that i need to put behind me before i make any decisions or commit to anything. because sometimes i rather live with "what could have been"s rather than face the disappointment of failed expectations and the vanity of sacrifices.
i know its being really selfish, but hey everyone has their own demons.
i guess it's time i faced mine.