yeah it all ended; relief teaching's over. if im not wrong i heard from huiying that relief teachers are bounded by some contract that states that we cant blog about the experience or students or smth like that. oh well, you can come ask me yourself then. haha i guess its really an experience i wont forget, taught me loads about myself and have to say really tested my patience and wisdom at times. haha and it definitely increases your prayer life too. took the entire sec 2 cohort for pe and 3NT math and was the form for 2NT. ay to be honest i really do miss the kids alr, though i really could live without having to wake up at unholy 5.40am. school life is definitely one to be missed.

oh yeah im officially youth no longer. transfered over to the tertiary congregation alr. to be honest i aint really feeling all that sad and all, just maybe the aint seen the face of the implications yet. yeah certainly im gonna miss all those youth faces and youth times, not to mention the youth camps. ay the past 38 months i've seen God change me from the inside out couple of times over, learnt lessons that should have and should never have been learnt and basically became who i am today i suppose. im not sad i have to move on, well i guess i most probably be seeing everyone again in a year or two wont i? ay okay if u miss me so much you can be like my kris-kindle and buy me lots of cool stuff haha. or maybe continue to my guitar fund. right wadeva. well, im coming over like mist be coming rain.

so next wednesday it is. yeah the dreaded 9th of April. 9 more days to anarchy no more.

hey tell me tell me,
dont spare the bait.

ay okay i shant talk about school and relief teaching here lest some students find it or smth. haha maybe when its all over i suppose. so if you're so very nosy or just oh so very concerned about my welfare and life u can just ask me when u see me or smth.

well okay. im like left with one more youth service to go before im a tertiary boy. after 38 months in the jc ministry, it all ends with this last 7 days.

"... it's about a fear of what we've got slipping away and I guess it's a plea just to remember what a great thing it is to have a bond between people. And even if you all go off and you do different things and you make different friends and have all these adventures as people do - it's just a plea that at the end of it all you're still the backstop in someone's life, as it were..." - Tim from Keane on the song entitled Hamburg Song. another beautifully written piece in my opinion.

but it was all yellow.

okay here's the long overdued post. yes fine my grades my grades. AAB BD. way better than expected, esp considering the amount of effort i put in. GP was a let down though, but more like an expected disappointment. i felt ambitious and took a risk, guess it wasnt the smartest of choices. considered the odds(which was very against me) but decided to do it anyway. haha oh well. i really wanna thank God for my grades man, second time He conjured a miracle for my grades. second time in the second major exam. grace abounds yeah? i really dont deserve my grades at all, but well maybe He's got something real big installed for me in uni. speaking of which i have no clue where to go or what course to take in uni. i seriously didnt expect the grades.

talked to gideon yesterday. the conversation that was long overdued. i guessed it really summed up the past 2 over years, and im actually quite surprised at how i managed to fit them all into words. well maybe not all of it but a good majority, now the secret's in the telling. if you knew what i know, would you try?

would be transfering at the end of march, which is like say 3 more youth services to go? to be honest im kinda looking forward to it, like a fresh start and a new beginning. i like ground zero, and i wanna see where i can go from there. God ordain my steps ahead, and help me find myself.

oh on a happier note, my sis turned 10 years old last sunday! see now we're in the same age group, the 10+s. she demanded a macdonald's birthday party and fine, that was what she got(dont you just love being a kid). she invited her friends whom in turn invited their sisters and brothers and there u have it, an army of kids and noise. but well they were all nice kids lah, except when i was supposed to buy them ice-cream and they werent satisfied with a free ice-cream cone but demanded mcflurry's, sundaes and milkshakes instead. haha oh pls they already had free drinks and a free happy meal and presents. haha the economical setback of a birthday, you got to love it. oh well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS! here's your moment to shine.

okay last piece of news, i would be relief teaching at anderson secondary after the school holidays, which would mean monday onwards. be taking a teacher who's gonna have to reservice(oh the irony). teaching all sec 2 PE and sec 3NT math and cme. and i forbid u to laugh! cause im a real civil and moral person so teaching cme would totally be my thing. okay i hope i have fun, though i have to prepare my own math worksheets and stuff. ay God give me lovable students pls lol.

oh hello march.

oh yeah i've been working recently, doing surveys on uni students regarding their love life. haha rather amusing i guess, and like get to meet all sorts of people from the bookworms to the social monsters. had a great time talking to them about their unis too and all, which brings reality to perspective esp with results coming out this friday. you know what, i shant think about it till like thursday night.

well anyway, yeah happy late belated birthday to you martin. yeah acquired swimming buddies lately, martin and rayson. well i wont say swimming clears my head(like i used to) but i would say its more like it gives u something to throw all this energy and emotions into. but the weather's been real bad for swimming lately though, nearly froze my brains out swimming this morning.

am i the escape or the escape artist? i light my own fires now.