several ways to die trying.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

3:03 AM

how do you feel when there's no sun?
and how will you be when rain clouds come?
and pull you down again
how will you feel when there's no one?
am I just like you?

cause i'm just like you.

Sunday, February 24, 2008

3:42 AM

i think all of us finds that something to channel all our energy into, every bit of intensity and desperateness we can find. and when we found that something, we pull with all our might, we hold on as though our life depends on it, never letting go. we dont look back, we dont think twice for the weight has to be light. and when the fatigue sets in, we play it as a folly of the mind.

well, maybe we just ride different stars.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

1:29 AM

i have a thousand things i wanna say, yet silence provides the best refuge.

again i go unnoticed? sweet.

do what you must do to fill that hole.

wear another shoe to comfort the sole.

Friday, February 15, 2008

3:58 AM

and we'll ride this one out wont we? ay sheesh its just those days where i wanna say i feel really blessed to be called God's own. well nothing happened, i guess im just counting my blessings. glad that everything happened be it for reasons whether i know of or am oblivious too.

and you cant help but wonder, are we really too caught up in chasing our own lives till we really lose the essence of who/what we are chasing. well maybe, maybe not.

that being said, i know im chasing God.

Thursday, February 14, 2008

3:45 AM

i dont wanna stirr up any confusion or doubts but let's just say, im really bothered by something.

you try too hard.

Friday, February 08, 2008

2:36 AM

about two weeks ago, i met this guy who's in his 40s at some macdonalds at amk. well long story, and we were talking about God and all, and then he started asking me what does the next two years meant to me. to be honest he really stumped me there, i just couldnt give him an answer i guess. i asked him where that question was coming from, and told him i could use the new environment for a change, ya know, like how would ns life work out for me and my own relationship with God. he told me it was really going to be, challenging in a positive way i guess.

deserve your dream.

Thursday, February 07, 2008

3:49 AM

As happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment.

And then the moment was gone, and everything falls back into perspective.