okay i shall confront my laziness and blog about my day, haha okay lah wadeva. u know i think God has this really weird predictable sense of humor, in testing/continually testing you in areas where u just dont want to confront or is going through. haha well as for me i was faced with whether i should accompany my mom to batam, or she would be going alone with her other not so close friend, or whether i should join the CG down at sajc pioneering. to be honest i choose the latter, but then JUST WHEN I DECIDED my mom called me to confirm if i was going down to batam with her today. and when i tried to tell her nope 3 times, she kinda really strongly insisted that i accompany her lah. oh well so being a real nice and faithful boy i... choose the former! haha okay i think its really an issue of balancing family and ministry and making wise choices that are kingdom-minded. doesnt mean that always choosing ministry above all else is kingdom-minded or wise yeah, i guess its kinda delicate issue that depends on situation to situation. i remember really asking myself, WWJD(what would Jesus do)? haha i have no idea really. oh well.

slept over at matt's place so had to like drag myself outta bed caused we watched this really boring thriller show called "vacancy" and talked and slept ard 4.30am. so yeah went home real early to get changed on my expenditure/adventure(okay fine still sounds boring) to batam. oh i saw my OGL cheryl on the way home too, but she didnt see me and i was too lazy to sms her hi so oh well.

okay here's the part you dont wanna miss. we went to bishan mrt to take a train down to harbourfront to catch the ferry, so we took the escalator down to bishan mrt platform. THEN, at the end of the escalator.. i saw.. PETER. yes that same gay PETER who harrassed me some time ago if u still remember. wah this time there was no way i could avoid him, i was like watching him stare at me with those intimidating eyes just 1m away from me, yes that close.. i froze in my tracks, then i had to tear my eyes away and told my mom to head over to the other side. then she immediately asked me "why, the gay guy issit?" haha gosh i think my mom has the gift of discernment or something, she aint even met him before lah. then i said yeah, and she replied that she could tell from one glance at him. haha okay i was really horrified then my mom went "dont be afraid." haha WAH I TELL YOU, it felt weird hearing your mom say that to you, esp if you're a guy, at 18 yrs old. haha like if those words had to be spoken between the both of us shouldnt i be the one who says it!! but okay.. those words felt oddly familiar.

oh and my mom told me, rather admitted that, she was really attracted to my dad in the past cause he played the piano really well. HAHA! See guys!! told you right, piano makes guys cool and girls mysterious and classy! and so together with him playing the sax too my mom couldnt resist the charm of my dad(or his music rather). okay then i told my mom i wanted to pick up the piano once again and she was like, "go ahead." haha okay i shall i guess.