i realised i aint posted any like new year resolutions or like closure to 2007 or something. oh well, here goes?
interesting year isnt it? 2007. actually i would rather like to see things as an entire 2006 and 2007. i still remember shirley telling us 2006 wasnt going to be an easy year at some dec service in 2006 and all, and how we didnt really hit home for the passion outreach thingy in early 2006. well the past two years have certainly been a ride. i've seen so many things about other people and most importantly of myself that i neva knew. i seen how God worked so miraculously in my life i was brought close to tears a good couple of times. had my highest of highs and lowest of lows. im really really grateful for how God never failed to made Himself known to be, be it directly or through encouragement from random people.
i wont ever forget those big decisions i had to make, forgoing a better school, council, and last but not least soccer. you know im really glad i went through all that, distasteful certainly, but very necessary. im also glad i been through a really tough and low period in my life sometime this year, where everything was basically falling apart. i thank God for how He prompted two very important people in my life to talk to me all so timely that day. you know what, im seriously convinced that the King of kings and the Lord of lords do love someone as insignificant as me yeah. i know full well the past two years werent an easy one for me, all the mistakes made and all.
i duno. jc life is well, jc life. i do definitely miss the school and all. teachers and friends most importantly. all the ponning of lectures/tutorials/school, "composing" the birthday song for miss ho, tears and joy and all. haha well, God this year 2008, prepare me for something greater. something that is to come.
So may your river never dry
And may your mouth never lie
And may you be satisfied to never know why
Sometimes someone just wants to die