yeah so i guess its just 10 days now eh?

i duno man. i think im insane i dont feel stressed out yet. i duno maybe im immune to this all already. ah nono i am stress. shawn u should be stressed. yes i am. im stressed cause i aint know anything bout marco econs, except the ability to "add fluff". yes i am stress cause.. i should be?

i fully agree with what shirley said during sermon today. and yes, u know just a couple of nights ago i was on bed talking to God and all before the mock math paper 1. i wanted to, i duno. assure myself of His realness in my life i guess? talked to Him bout how i dont wanna enter A's feeling the same as a pre-believer would, but enter it with as a warrior of Christ and child of God. i felt so so so blessed to be a believer, to have found my maker. i duno i just felt this.. joy? this bliss that night. haha and then i couldnt sleep and lol oh well.

oh yeah as in i think the reason why a relationship with God is so logical(at least to me), is that He is really the only person in this world that fully understands me. like who actually knows the real me? i dont even know myself sometimes. i guess.. i need a sure thing?

and i have to say that many random events over the past week have really encouraged me. even from simple stuff like reading bout people's own walk with God in their own blogs, and of course all the various encouragement from peeps and stuff.

alright, so 10 days it is. 10 days to make or break. 10 days where i need God more than ever. 10 days where im just so glad to have God to walk me through.