several ways to die trying.

Friday, July 13, 2007

12:17 AM

got back the full math paper and econs alr. U for math and S for econs. i guess i was really disappointed for my math esp, like after all that tuition and effort i put into math, i guess maybe it really wasnt enough? i even gave up on my bio for my math, but oh well. it didnt feel good yeah. eh i did study.

oh well. unhappy stuff aside. i must say that God spoke alot to me directly or indirectly over the past few days. what He means to me, what i mean to Him.

went to do contact gathering today with the other peeps. i guess it went pretty well, and the 40 apples i ordered from the fruit juice uncle were put to good use.

"The earth is the LORD's, and everything in it, the world, and all who live in it; for he founded it upon the seas and established it upon the waters. Who may ascend the hill of the LORD? Who may stand in his holy place? He who has clean hands and a pure heart, who does not lift up his soul to an idol or swear by what is false. He will receive blessing from the LORD and vindication from God his Savior. Such is the generation of those who seek him, who seek your face, O God of Jacob." -Psalm 24:1-6

and purity of the heart is to will of one thing. be it good or bad, there's no lukewarm isnt it.

God, make my heart pure. a heart that seeks Your face.

Heal my heart and make it clean

Open up my eyes to the things unseen

Show me how to love like You have loved me

Break my heart for what is Yours

Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause

As I walk from earth into eternity