had our first combined jc, together with second service people, service today. haha okay however u call it lah. rather cool yeah, seeing everyone in their various jc uniforms haha. and yeah, hci so big! haha two whole middle rows.

okay i wanna stop blogging here bout today cause i feel this intense expectation for camp! haha i was like talking to the other leaders too and they were also saying the same thing like there's really this stirring in the spirit, as though something's really great is gonna happen.

haha i duno. i seriously duno. this expectation is so much i cant contain it! haha. i think right bt2 is kinda abit screwed up alr.. haha oh well. you know i seriously think this camp is gonna be a make or break for many people, including the older believers. i think its really time to up the game, make up our mind on whether God is indeed the first in our lives or not.

God, i wanna grow man. seriously, if ever i was lukewarm i pray that after this camp i would stop being so. let my yes be a yes and my no be a no. i want to know what i want in life. not just in the temporary but for the future as well. i want a rhama word, i want a direction. i want a conviction, not just an assurance. mould me with the Refiner's fire.

and please, im not dumb. if God is not real, there's no way would i choose to devote so much time in serving Him, giving up even hopes and dreams.

so God!! haha move in the camp man. oh gosh i cant wait.

and i like the way Jon Foreman puts in it dare you to move,