sleepy.. i am so sleepy.

and can u believe who i met today, AGAIN for the 4TH TIME!! that gay guy i met at bishan. yes that PETER guy!! AGAIN LAH! i just couldnt believe it. seriously, he is starting to freak me out. AND HE STILL RECOGNISES ME.. okay he was at that same somerset mrt place, giving out phamplets. i didnt see him at first lah. just wanting to make my way back to meet the guys. then u know how u just focus on the phamplet and try to be nice to take it from them, help them clear their stuff. but i was too not in the mood to grab anything so i just like hand gestured no.. then from the corner of my eye i saw that all so terrifying face(eh seriously, he is starting to scare the daylights out of me..). i saw his eyes follow me. and then it happened..

he shouted real loudly "HI." at me. well obviously i just ignored him again lah, dont entertain him is the best way i guess. then i think that kinda pissed him off. so he shouted real loudly at me again, "DAO." okay incase you are real civilised and aint know what that means, i believe it means ignore or something. i mean like dude, seriously lah. ah why do i always bump into him, besides the fact that he lives in bishan too and works in somerset where i attend church. oh well.

guess who showed up at church today!? HONG FEI!! lol goodness. one of the last persons i expect lah. he's one of the peeps i used to play soccer with almost everyday when i was back in sec 3. only knew him through the many hrs on the pitch. just know him as a person from this sec 2N class(then..) i guess. he's changed quite abit i must say. no longer that joker kid i knew, or maybe he's just shy. haha well i guess to him i changed alot too. i guess he never would he expected to see me in church, and i mean never. i felt so touched when i talked to him that he actually asked me how i find church. i told him it was real fun and all, and how it kinda changed my life. God i just pray that, perhaps one day i could play soccer with him in some field in heaven or something. haha. amen.

and yes, like seriously. you know when u sit down and start to analyse, all the pieces fall into place. everything wouldn't rhyme if God isnt in the picture(lol okay this sounds so westlife style.). like how the church do make sense in laying out some certain guidelines for us to obey and stuff. and how it indeed is ultimately beneficial for our spiritual life, and not just there to limit our lives or something.

ay like seriously, JESUS WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK!? this world's just so, dead.

all my delight is in You Lord. all of my hope, all of my strength.

and please Lord: mind over heart. Your word over my heart and mind. i wanna do what please You, what You want me to. for i know there cant be any other wiser alternative.