it happened again.
yes im pissed at myself that it did. you know the other day i even went to the toilet to pray and told myself NOT to get pissed. NOT. N-O-T. ahh dang! tell me what to be feeling next time okay.
or perhaps you could try to assure me and knock those irrational thoughts from my head. i am real tired of trying to understand, stuff. can i just give up on trying to set things right for once.
you know what i think i need a break.
and all that didnt help when you not know your work, at all. i literally spend the whole 1.5 hrs of chem tutorial in the lab staring at the clock and stoning. i need to buy that chem tys so desperately but apparently i dont think its selling anymore. ay wadeva lah.
oh so now i get to say,
come on shawn, who doesnt have problems?
but its okay lah right. cause its just one of those days.
i need love over shame
i need peace over pain
You’re the bridge that restores us