i feel so happy today, because i feel accomplished!

today was real tiring lah. PE was madness, running and more running and more station training, and wad nots.. BUT i managed to stay awake till the end of the day, not ponning any tutorials nor lectures. PLUS i did my bio tutorial, well at least half of it. and not only that, i went for econs make up tutorial!! okay which i totally didnt understand anything lah but anyway..

so i made a promise to myself and God, and to Mr Yeo that i would hand in my chem practical. and i planned to do so by today. so i stayed back in school till like 6.20pm and finally finished what i could, then as i happily made my way up to his pigeon hole i realised that they had closed the shutters alr.. so i couldnt hand it up.. ay nvm.

okay so i took the bus home which somehow took so so long so i reached home at 7.30pm. so i had to postpone my tuition to 8pm. YES TUITION!! im finally going for tuition again!! yes i know its nuts to feel so happy bout such a disaster, but then again, i know its about time that i have that feeling of knowing what's going on in my studies again.

okay honestly i was real tired but anyway, went to Mrs Lee's place. yes the same tuition place i went to 3 yrs ago when i was in sec 3. so nostalgic lah. the playground downstairs, her son whom was once so small and cute, the walkway etc. haha and okay to be honest she hasnt changed much in her looks besides her hair. but she said she cant recognise me anymore lah so wadeva haha. and yes!! i know my vectors now!! okay at least more than half of it. sheesh so much stuff to cover lah.

oh yeah then on my way back i passed by this old and familiar road. the one that appeared in my dreams a couple of times now. it was my old student care road lah. seriously that place is like a box of memories both pleasant and dull. that place was like the place where i felt the most alone yet the most independent i guess. where i learned to fend for myself when i was young. it was like the times of tamayi cars, digimons, and when the movie Saving Private Ryan just made it to the theaters. i think its like 8 yrs ago when i was in pri 5. it's also the place where some teacher or issit one of the other students there came and told me that my mom was over the phone and she just gave birth to my sis. haha so so so long long long ago..

and yes! i wanna study and be a salt and light in my studies as well.


-listening: waiting here - reuben morgan