okay just to update. things happened lately. AND i particularly wanna mention one incident i felt really disturbing.

okay i think on sat on the way home with jonathan, we were on the train to bishan. and then there was this young malay couple beside me, with their child, age 4-5 i suppose. the child was real badly behaved lah. making a LOT of noise and stuff. but oh well kids i suppose. the mom was talking to her husband. then the child did something quite immature and silly. he spat on his mother's jeans. okay lah the child IS very badly behaved. and then i was expecting the mom to like educate her son or something. and then she did something totally unexpected that caught me by surprise. she just paused the conversation, leaned over to her son, and spat down back at him!!! i couldn't believe my eyes lah. i was really really disgusted and shocked. how is the child gonna learn like that!! ah sheesh lah. haha okay its a few days ago now so the impact kinda died off. oh well. sheesh.

and then lots of other things happen. like how our OP went real well for our group and like we rehearsed from 1pm to 12.30am the day before, with me only being able to have my first meal at 8pm. prayed with the group before our OP began for God's will to be done in the grp, and realised how it really did wonders to calm our nerves. the grp question went real well. i had a surprising easy question which nearly caught me by surprise and i just crapped my way through. emmeline had the EXACT same question miss ho gave her during our dry run so she was well prepared. shirnee had a rather tough question but by God's grace she crapped a logical and very correct answer. shiayee had a simple question with a well developed answer. and Hooper had a real tough question, BUT thank God he knew the answer as he was the only one in the group who read the sec 4 SS textbook to do the research. God's real amazing man, thankfully he was incharged of that part of the OP, so he had to research on that, which led him to know the answer.

oh well. God works wonders!