promos had been kinda bad for me so far. mugged real hard for bio till like 4am then couldnt sleep till 5am, and after studying the hardest for bio i ever did in my life.. i didnt manage to finish the paper in time. its like so unjust to my brain! sheesh man its like doing your homework and not being able to hand it in. ah oh well. almost the whole cohort who took bio didnt manage to finish the paper anyway.

then came chem paper for today. i was so tired i just couldnt get the organic chem stuff into my head. so lo and behold i did not know a clue bout organic chem and went in to take the paper. and it was when i realise that it is indeed true that 50% of the paper was on organic chem. and how i could barely remember the other stuff. ay chem was real tough for me. seriously, its like my only hope for promotion and its flunked!

okay i studied till like 3am for chemistry then went to bed. couldnt sleep again and finally managed to doze into sleep at around 4am, and that's when my brother's sleep talking woke me up. haha it was erm strange. AND THEN at about 5am, the most irritating happened..

u know those sand fly bites i had since 3 months ago from changi beach? yeah apparently they itch real bad throughout the day and its been going on for 3 months now. sometimes it itches so bad it starts to bleed from overscratching. yeah so my bedsheet is like, haha you get the picture. then u see, the itch started again, and when i scratch it subconciously, i kinda scratch the two adjacent bite wounds as well, and so it sparked off a chain reaction and all of them start to itch so bad i just feel like bitting off my leg!!! AHH so i woke up to apply that tridern cream which doesnt really help much, and there u have it. its time for chemistry paper..

okay so yeah chem killed me.

went down to see the doctor after the paper for the bites. ah 3 months of itching is enough. the doctor said its gonna be a long and winding process to cure the bites, wadeva that meant. and he said he's gonna give me tridern cream(which i already possess), to help remove the... and then he used his hand to gesture something. so i was helping him find the word he was looking for, i went "saliva?" then he said "pupil." wadeva he meant but from what i infer is the younglings of the sandflies!! AH THIS IS ABSOLUTELY GROSS. i cant believe those eggs are in the bites, and i have like 12 bites in total lah. this is just yuck.

okay and i finally went for my long overdued hair-cut.

alright its like maths is my only hope left for promotion. sheesh its gonna be over. soon!