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Friday, July 28, 2006

11:13 PM

why. must things be this way. okay. i was hoping i could evade this test from God. i was secretly hoping that the coach would just drop me and not take me, then i wont have to choose. i wont have to choose between soccer which i love, and ministry and studies. but what test would this be then?

so guess what? the coach himself came an initiated the conversation at the end of the training. he asked me directly whether i can cope with soccer and church and studies. you know like out of the blue. you see how this all works out. okay kinda told him exactly how i felt, which is i am not coping well with the long training sessions, church ministry and my studies. i told him im unable to more than 3 days a week for soccer. he told me that its not possible. i told him i have to drop soccer then.

ah crap lah.

the worst thing he could say was, "if u wanna join us for trainings u can give me a call and let me know. the door is always open." ah man.

no regrets.