okay just to update everyone on what's happening lately. today's the first day of council campaigning. we were told to hand in this biograph of ourselves to be put up at the notice board at the student's corner to let the school see who the council nominees were. and i realised that my biograph was so plain as compared to the rest! it was just, a photo and black ink.. ah like should have got someone to help me decorate it or something. oh well.

oh yeah. as i said, campaigning starts today. didnt have much time to do much yet. so yup, we'll see how lah. and im supposed to make this speech at the cafe at 11.15am next thursday, yeah got that to settle as well.

went to gideon's house after sch. eh his 6-month old niece is super adorable lah, and so attention seeking as well. it's like when we ignore her she starts wailing. it really did remind me of my sis a few years back. ah those were the days. like how people puts it, the presence of a child really seems to have the power to bring out the inner child in us.

oh yeah, so we talked bout stuff. talked bout everything that's going on. and i kinda learnt quite abit of myself. another chapter of self-discovery i guess. and i know where i gotta improve, where i gotta change. i know how i want to reach another level of communication with God, baring my soul before Him. to desire, is to make that decision to pursue God in our hearts, and not at all about a feeling. oh how it's so true, only He can satisfy. i think my blog song makes so much sense to my life at this point of time, growing and maturing stage i guess.

i went home and slept a while, and woke up to find how God puts me to the test once again. i realised that my computer had no internet connection, and i realised it's cause my dad took away the WHOLE modem to place it on his computer. you know how it sucks, when people just do things that affects your life, without asking, much less telling you? and how it turns so miserable when they expect you to realise that they are doing the "right" thing. he says his computer gives him problems recently, and its all due to the modem being where it originally was, in the middle of the walkway so that the whole house has access to it. and this happens unfortunately after like, 6 over years!? he and i knows its just cause he wants a stronger internet connection. its like he has to have the best if he cans. and now he wants me to shift my com into the room, so that all "problems" can be solved. i felt my blood boil okay, and i just stood there as he "corrected" me. i knew jollywell to keep quiet, and i must say im kinda proud of myself not even answering back. yes, What Would Jesus Do? looking at things, i think its just msn, music, internet and all that i have to forego if he wants things his way.