didnt do much today, except that i had to go for Ching Ming at the Christian cemetry.

went over the my grandma's tombstone. my aunt and other uncle wasnt there today, for they had been there last week. so my uncle chaired the event, if you would call it that way. then there's this part where he told me, my bro, and my cousin to say a short prayer. so i went first. honestly speaking i had no idea what to pray for except to thank God for this time where we can come together and to bless the family and all. for in my heart it was like, "God i pray against a stubborn heart, i pray that You would open their hearts, let them hear Your voice. call them back to a Church." but then again i couldnt pray that as it would kinda shame them infront of my relatives. ah u know, complicated stuff. oh well. so i just ended there.

then we went over to my granddad's side, and my uncle asked us if there was anything we would like to add. then it seemed that everyone went except my mom. so my uncle asked my mom whether she would like to add anything, well obviously she cant say no cause it did be impolite, and i didnt see how she was gonna conjure up a prayer too, for i dont think she ever did before. so i was like kinda want to see whats gonna happen. and u know what she did? she convinently said, "shawn can pray for me." as in pray on her behalf. she said that without hesistation lah. okay im not trying to dishonour her here. i just thought that it did send to her the signal and reminder of how far she is from God now. oh well. okay so i did anyway.

and guess what? in the car my bro went, "eh shawn i think i might wanna join your church." haha oh well. i didnt wanna say much as i know my parents would have another say. well anyway, knowing God is your own personal decision, not something your parents or anyone else can make for you!

met up with martin, kaiwen and luke at my house area at around 10pm. went to 'shawn's shelter' to like fellowship and stuff. talked bout lots of stuff, haha like some mini brothers night. think we got quite carried away talking, when we noticed this police car with its lights flashing and all drove past us rather slowly. and we sorta realised that it was close to 12pm, way after the 11pm curfew thingy. and wise enough, we did not scatter and run off, for that did only invite them to chase us and stuff. so when they turned outta sight we went home. AND this time, they drove up right next to us when we were talking on the pathway. the police car stopped and the police people inside were like staring at us. i think we looked kinda decent to be termed hooligans so i guess they let us go. ah anyway. yes i just realised i have GP, Chem tutorial, econs, and PI to hand up. shucks lah.

oh well. thats all.