probably hadnt felt this sick and lousy my entire life, apart from last june camp. was like down with heavy flu and high fever, which made me feel like i was sleeping in a freezer. yeah i guess its probably like what they call 'cold turkey'. not that i took drugs though, i was like rubbing myself all over to keep myself warm despite, the fan being turned off, windows closed, wrapped in blankets, and with socks i pulled on. yeah it felt terrible lah, and i almost like black-out again for the second time in my life at the bathroom. oh it felt like dying.

woke up today not feeling any much better. it always seems terrible when you're sick. yeah, flu plus bad throat plus high fever. my mom was even pushing for me to stay at home and rest instead. yeah but i knew if i did, i wouldn't be able to make it out to go for cg later. dont think she would let me to. so well anyway, sch was as usual, but thank God that the lessons are much shorter.

went out as a civics group to the nearby coffeeshop for lunch. a song kept impressing on my heart, and kept playing over and over in my head. it was a time of adoring God for simply just who He is. yeah felt like i was lost in my own world, lost in God's presence. didnt managed to catch much about what my civics group was talking bout. i feel so, scattered. i duno, i cant seem to find a better word. you know times when u feel like just doing nothing but adoring and praising God just for who He is. yes, those majestic moments.



went down to the RC early to practice worship before cg began today. met Gideon there and he taught us abit extra bout leading worship and stuff, and enforced and enlighted us on the BGR issues, and how to deal with them.


and so caregroup began. was glad sheep jason could join us for cg today, the first for him. and so it went well. and then i led worship with matthias. it kinda took great pains and effort to strain my voice over my bad throat and sing in pitch and tune. yeah but God is merciful, manged to lead without any major problems. thank God.