its monday and i feel so worn out already. had like PE the first period and had to run some 2.4km. yeah the day ended and dragged till 5.15pm. i have like gotten this flu which totally made me feel so very lousy i felt like just dying there. yeah on top of that im nursing this real bad sore throat. so at first the initial plan was to go out with my civics group for dinner outing. then matthias smsed me and called me down for worship practice for tml's caregroup. yeah had to go down, though at times it does seem real difficult to give up certain things for God's kingdom yeah, like to cancel arrangements and stuff, and how u know that u gonna get all kinds of remarks from others, as you would proceed and carry on doing God's work. but one verse kept ringing in my head.





yeah at times, we are called to give up certain areas of our life for God's will. i gave up soccer, so as to make time for God's work. i gave up alot i tell ya, we gave up alot. and sure, it is neva easy to let go of something which u hold on too and value. today i gave up going out and spending time with my peers. honestly, it doesnt become something which i often do anymore. just aint got the time for that lately.


practiced worship with matthias earlier. and i guess the viruses and bacteria got the better of me. there was no way i could talk, much less sing. halfway through i just got into this series of like painful coughs, i felt like i was literally coughing and vomitting my throat and lungs out. yeah it really sucked.


sometimes we serve and serve, bearing in mind the reason why we serve, afraid of it becoming a routine. but also bear in mind that, we are humans too!! and like everyone else, we need to rest and let our body recharged. i think i overworked myself, too much stuff to settle, to little time to rest. yeah okay so, let me go and, rest. i pray that i can at least get my voice back by tml. Oh Lord, use me as an usher for people into Your presence for tml's worship.