oh this is like, time flies man. okay, guess wad its like a week of Os have passed. duno wad i should be feeling man. u know aint really confident for some papers. but must say that somehow i made it though the pass few days, totally with the help of God. you know its like, somehow it doesnt really seem like i was doing the paper. its like if u know how much i prepared for the Os lah. 3 times less than prelims. haha and prelims was erm.. okay. u know its like, you can just stare at the question, then the whole thing seems to decipher in your head and well, God will make a way!

well you know duno wads wrong okay, i like had been getting this rampage of random dreams for 2 weeks running already. EVERYNIGHT!! and i have such a very tough time of falling asleep, like something's not settled. somethings bugging me!! well slept quite soundly last night lah. but its like my mom called me this morning and when she said, "it's time for exams." its like, snapped back to reality, snap back to O's.

okay back to wad happened. when's english O's arh, wednesday if i remembered correctly. i really did study for english okay. i read up so much and so much. remembered the format through and through. guess wad text-type came out for section 2 of paper 1?? SPEECH. which means, no format at all. which also means lots of marks gonna come from the paper itself. was bout this choosing of a course to learn for the december holidays. i went for the first-aid course. and u know wad i did to 'convince the class' not to choose the fitness one? i said we are a sports class! and its like simply just taking another PE lesson.. duno if we're allowed to do that. AY u know i didnt know that below those courses all those conversations on people wanting to choose that course.. i didnt know its by my classmates lah!! i thought they were like, different parts of my brain conflicting with each other like u know in tv shows. haha wadeva lah.

then u know i borrowed that pros and cons book from daryl, briefly read though. read bout divorce. AND OH MAN. no, divorce didnt come out. Marriage did! wah can u believe it!! so my whole essay was like 75% on FAILED marriages. oh i even wrote 'shot-gun' marriage lah. oh man. wanted to include gay marriages and feminism, but felt its kinda off for O level standard. ay but now kinda regreting i didnt. oh melcher made a good point by talking bout animal marriages. ay duno lah. all bout marriage being a promise. a commitment. a partnership. and all those stuff. no structure at all lah. like no planning and wadeva man. ah duno!

ay u know before english started i did a short praying. then i said 'Amen'. wah open my eyes the invigilator was beside me, staring at me. haha so malu can. dont care lah, she wanted my IC. oh so HAHA. okay..

well really chionged for bio which was on yesterday. went for our last bio tuition. ah so sad man.. and so scary too. like 2 years we've been speaking and dreaming about, yesterday.. then went through till so late. by the time i reached home was like 10+pm. and had to like somehow finish 12 chapters. ah chionged till 1am. went to bed, which again i had a real hard time to fall asleep.
woke up at 9.30am and studied the remaining stuff till like 1.15pm. AH LATE FOR Os!! okay made it like just in time to see my class-mates queueing outside the exam hall. u know i studied the whole book except the last chapter on Heredity and on Biotechnology(2 pages). Heredity is okay to give it a miss lah coz its like more or less know wads going on with uncle darwin and his theory.

so MCQ was a breeze! really man. its like 8 questions i did before. 4 of which we went through at tuition just like the daybefore the paper!! wow God bless man. finished it plus checking in 22 mins! ah my record time for bio. oh u know wad. i kept checking and checking. on like the 4th check, i went to like change that answer for the malaria question. coz its like, u check 4 times u ought to change at least something. AHH CHANGED TO A WRONG ANSWER!!

then during the break betsy told me to go read up on biotechnology. lazy man, didnt wanna stuff more bio inside my head. i dont want important stuff to erm, leak out. AAHHHH paper 2 first question was on bio tech!! its like WAD man.! the probability of that happening is like smaller than 1/150!! haha probability.. eh but bio paper 2 was like very easy. too easy infact im getting worried. oh and essay came out like environment question, bout air pollution. so i basically used geog stuff to throw inside my essay. talk bout lead to global warming.. floods, droughts, hurricanes, acid rain, economy suffers. HAHA okay i know its out of point, but still had time wad. oh and i think i didnt do well for that question. coz i like only used 2 examples of carbon dioxide and sulphur dioxide. dont make me name them please! its venturing into uncharted waters. its venturing into.. CHEMISTRY!!

but seriously its very easy. i think the marking's gonna be real tough. but its like, abit wasted lah. studied so much for just so little. Miss tan said the paper was 'insulting' us. oh well.

so it was Emath paper 2 today!! it all went well except for that dot diagram. i went to like draw a y-axis lah. duno can a not. oh and the first question i used similar triangles to solve. duno man. some says its possible, some says its not! oh well. u know amazing thing its like, im not the one doing the paper. no lah its that kinda feeling like, God's holding my hand and controlling my mind. haha the whole time the song 'You are the one' was playing in my head lah. and u know even those rather difficult questions especially for me. but i seriously tell you, God was there with me the entire paper. no such stuff as mental blocks or wadeva. is like, "let's kill the paper together" haha. so like, oh man. wad can i say? God bless.