several ways to die trying.

Monday, July 04, 2005

1:54 PM

was just scrolling through my old posts, and it really hit me wad God has done in my life. like oh boy lah, ya scroll to archives and click Oct-Jan. its like, im so disgusted. haha. yeah its true how time flies. it was also God's plan that i started to blog since Oct last year so that i can see for myself wad He had done to my life. it's really a 180 degrees change lah. sheesh, dat used to be me?? that as i was reading my blog song really made sense.

"this majesty i behold. is echoing through my soul.

Oh Christ divine.

Hallelujah."

sigh. i duno wad to type now. gonna be a day off tml coz of youth day. gonna go have a matthew event with the new believer. haha. yeah. i certainly have grown. haha. wadeva lah. oh well. it's really strange ya know, despite exposure and all since i was a kid, i didn't seem to know God, but the fact was, i had been doing Quiet Time by talking to Him for like as far back as i can remember. i guess ever since my mom taught me the Lord's Prayer. it's that strange that, at night when i talk to Him, He neva feels to ease my soul and bring me back into His warmth, although i didnt know anything bout God other than that someone who is so very far away. ya know all those upsets and all you had when you're a child, yeah i told them all to God before i slept at night and i tell you. i felt so much better. i mean, i was a mere child lah. no more like 7 years old?? and i was closer to Him than my own father. now that i realised how much had i needed Him in my life, i cant help but wonder at His patience and grace, accepting me since i was a child despite the fact of wad i had become(read my archives). sigh. all the more i should learn to appreciate His love!!

my prayer for you today is that you would have wad i have.

God's love in your life.