didnt post for very long. but this week many many stuff happen lah. which i dont wanna forget and i dont wanna remember too. anyhows, i just not mentioning all that happen. didnt have caregroup after sportsday last thursday. gonna have it on monday.

oh well. woke up at 10.55am today. like, sian-ed. could not possibly meet the rest at 11am. so RUSHED, yeah i mean it, any took bus and then train to S-11 outside cuppage plaza to meet the CG. somehow knew i was gonna love this day lah. okay, maybe coz it was saturday. haha. then arrived at Somerset mrt and realised that today was SCGS school's turn for flagday. oh wells. didnt bother to donate as i was rushing for time. arrived at S-11 to find Luke, Martin, Calvin, Gerrad and Weiqiang. then Weiqiang was like telling me how at the tuition center was my cousin getting 'fought' for by her two male friends. then she was like sms-ing Weiqiang on wad she was suppose to do. lol. both guys took up Wushu for her. haha. it was kinda funny lah. hearing bout two guys fighting over my cousin. oh wells. good luck to her man. then went for prayer meet.

prayer meet was great as usual, and another girl lead the praise and worship, turned out to be totally awesome for both prayer meet and service later. talk bout that later lah. prayed for Gerrad for his spiritual life as he did for me. i reached a point where i dont really have to prepare before i pray lah. can just speak out and relate the prayer well. dats an accomplishment!! prayed for his spiritual life and growth lah. then basically prayer meet was great lah. like gets us pumped up with the Holy Spirit for the service later.

service was just simply awesome lah. pity Melcher didn't even sms me on whether he was gonna make it. i was kinda disappointed in him lah. coz when i told him bout it before i told him that Kavina wasnt going he was like so enthu bout it lah. then after i told him that she wasnt going he was like hesistating. oh well. not that i blame him though, and im sure he doesnt have nothing for her. its just that we should be more responsible and at least let me know whether he was gonna make it or not. till now he hasnt gotten to me lah. oh wells. i dont think any other words can describe service today lah. basically they fused a few praise songs together. and with songs like 'Evermore', 'Every Move I Make', i could just dance with praise for the whole day lah. 'Evermore' is like the all-time ultimate praise song lah. but thats not the point i wanna get across, we even did 'All for Love'!! yeah. the new song from the latest Hillsong United 2005 CD. cant believe we sang that lah. i was thinking like at least another 3 months for them to master the song. then i managed to reach that high note on my favourite verse of the song. so happy. was like when u are in that worship state we are able to do things by the Holy Spirit. was so happy lah. then guess wad? we did 'Consuming Fire' my all-time fav worship song. woah the atmosphere was so great i am sure people were crying lah.

anyway. you know the caregroup idea. due to some circumstances i was really having second thoughts and whether this wad really God's will and commandment or was this just another big mistake. then was kinda put the idea to a halt lah. and wanted to let time take its place. but i am really really glad and happy for today's service. its God's answer to me. today the topic by Pastor Jeff was on planting churches, and he was telling us all to go start a caregroup in our schools. it was a direct answer to all my questions. it was just the answer and courage i needed lah. then he even invited leaders to pray for those who were going to or had the intention of starting a caregroup in our schools. at first i was having mixed feelings or whether or not to go down and get prayed. coz my shepherd Calvin and Careleader Jon talked to me that day that i should this two weeks wisely and do 1-to-1 S.O.W. to make full use of the time. then after a few of others went down Calvin pushed and signaled me to go down, he went down too lah. then i saw Yanyu went to get prayed for to start a caregroup in zhss too. was glad that she saw the light lah. she was kinda against the idea for some reason and it had set my plans on some obstructive course lah. was really losing faith and courage at that point of time when she left the plan. oh well. glad that she sees what i am trying to do though, but on whether she did that just for doing so, or she really intends to start a CG in zhss, we would see lah. oh well. things are gonna be just fine.

funny how God works. Melcher and Monica didnt go for the service lah. its like God doesnt wad to speak to them directly. not that im saying anything prejudice. its like it would be so much easier for them to understand this whole idea then having me talk to them bout it. service was super lah. i reckon it was better than Easter service. and the sermon was super funny. oh well. guess Pastor Jeff does wad he does best.

after service went to S-11 for lunch. and then proceeded to Europe Room for unit meeting. was kinda late as Gideon already started and he shared with us on study caregroups in school and prayer meet in the morning in school. oh yeah. it was Rachel birthday too. oh well. so.. Happy Birthday Rachel!!! then broke out into our seperate caregroups and Jon addressed us on restructing issues. i am now gonna be under him, which means that Calvin would no longer be my shepherd. was kinda sad lah. but oh wells. guess everything was for the better as could see that Calvin was really tied down with so many sheeps. then Martin was suppose to do some pioneering at SRJC with Jed. haha. all the best Martin! after that walked with Shaun and Martin to HMV.

reached there in intention of getting headphones but the priceof $50 and above was enough to drive us away. saw the new Lifehouse CD too but didnt have the cash to get it. then made our way to Borders. yay!! Borders finally replenished its stocks and thank God they had Lifehouse 2005 CD. there was two versions lah, one US version one normal version. bought the normal version which cost $1 more at $24.50 but had one bonus track!! then walked around in hopes of getting a set of head-phones but didnt in the end coz didnt really wanna waste credits in my Borders gift card, then proceeded to the Christian section where we sat down. then had the urge to take photos. haha. then used Martin's phone to try out his picture and camera functions. then took so, so many shots lah. then suddenly had that inspiration to try out how girls always do their neo-print pictures. ya know, that post, make their eye big big then act cute. i tried both with Martin's phone and mine lah. then was like super hilarious and funny. Guess wad. i didnt know that all the shots we auto-saved on Martin's phone.. then before i could delete that act cute picture he took the phone away and send the picture to his email.. so now im like under his mercy of my whole dignity being gone. somemore, his phone had the more disgusting of the two pictures lah. like, aw shucks!? then whole time was like beggin him not to publish it. he better not or i would skin him alive. Bought the album with my Borders Card, and proceeded to Shaw House for a drink.

talked and Shaun shows us a sample of the range of notes he could hit with his voice. he can really sing lah. he can do like Phantom of the Opera both the male and female roles lah. oh well. then we went off and took the train from Orchard Mrt. reached Tanah Merah mrt and bumped into Sumahdi at the control station near the top-up machines. then took bus 14 all the way to tuition. was like killing myself with Chemistry lah. and after like 3 hours i did not more than 30 MCQ questions. enough to give me a headache. joked with Mr Tan and crapped and was surprise to hear the other table player Planet Shaker's 'Running After You'. see, so many Christians around. haha. then went home.

Met someone online just now, he just added me lah. Fellow Christian! Hallelujah. haha. small world lah. from our school also. oh well. wanna practice my guitar skills till i am good enough before Martin would be willing to teach me new songs. oh well. hit counter gonna hit 3000!! haha. see ya. read me some time later. bye.