didn't get up in time to go play Lan with the zys. besides, it was raining, so was like enjoying the coolness of the morning. oh yeah, i woke up and tried to read abit of the bible. i so have to fulfil that oath i took last week to finish the bible by the end of this year. with O-levels and all, it's quite impossible lah. read for bout an hour, only half way through Genesis. still 1000 over pages to go. oh well.

Went for church at2pm. i wasn't late okay, just that i didn't take the 851 bus coz it was really really packed. well, i lived to regret lah, coz when i did reach there i was kinda late. den during the train ride there from Orchard to Somerset, i was sitting down. then 3 girls came in. and it was like, two empty spaces on my right and one on my left. then they stare, as if like how are they gonna sit, then one sat down beside me first, so i kindly moved to my left. then girls, as usual, giggle and giggle, think i purposely move so that i can sit beside the chio one. okay wadeva lah.

met Yan Yu outside Nexus and Monica too. but sat with the North-East guys who kinda like pulled me into their row while i was making my way down the auditorium. Worship was like the same lah. it was kinda nice to be back at church. didn't go for their gathering at the Starhub building coz had to go for Chia Yen's birthday. Monica went back to get the present and i kinda went back to Starhub building to meet the rest of the care group.

anyway, met Sumahdi, Paul, Vincent, Julia, Chia Yen, Chun Yin, Michael and Monica at Kallang Mrt before setting out to Chia Yen's house. Had fun starting the fire. B.B. and Scouts combined also cannot start a fire compared to a grandma. lol. interogated Michael on who is that Hannah person. lol. read all his smses and then went to sent her a message. you see, i am doing all this for Michael's future lah. anyway, she kinda replied and he was shy i guess, not wanting to reply and telling us he doesn't like her. was really funny lah. anyway, we kinda went to the Gym after dinner. oh yeah. Melcher and Zijiang finally came too. it was vacant and we kinda tried everything there. there was this big yoga blue bouncy ball which we kept doing soccer tricks with. anyhow, we played Bridge and Bluff at Chia Yen's house. left at bout 10.20pm i think.

went back via the only bus there. forgot the number. somehow i managed to get hold of Michael's handphone. lol. i did the only thing left to do. i called Hannah. oh boy, her voice was super high tone lah. okay. i guess i kinda made things worst lah. haha. tried to prolong the conversation but things turned out quite messy. anyway, she still smsed him lah so i guess it wasn't that bad. i guess she's really into him. now at least we got something to talk bout in class or we would just sit there, and totally rot through maths lessons.


just saw Hannah Tan's profile at Friendster. the one Michael was so hiding bout. oh man. she's chio lah. Michael can still come tell me she's ugly. wadeva lah he. took train to Bishan. you know what? Paul and i kinda took the wrong train so we ended up at Marina Bay instead. i am so positively sure i saw the right train. well, everything's weird today.. anyway, we finally managed to get to Bishan. then crossed the road and waited for our bus. waited for so long and then i decided to check the bus guide. the last bus was at 11.03pm lah. and it was already 11.56pm. so walked home. by the time i reached home was kinda pass midnight.

so now i am really really tired and sleepy. so goodnight.

was really really tired today. didn't really feel this tired yesterday. its like the aftermath of 45 minutes of sleep in 43 hrs only hit me today. couldn't take it during the double geog today. i tried real hard to stay awake, but it's kind of impossible. it's like asking a drug addict to dump that packet of heroin in the sea. slept for quite abit during those two periods but didn't really feel any recharged or all. By the time of double maths, it was really torturing to stay awake.

Had Chinese remedial today. only about 3 more months to the Chinese 'O's, which is like, 90 days. Mdm Lau gave us remedial today. she was really I.T. slow and didn't even know how to maximise a window. oh well, she even mistook the air-con remote control for the mouse twice! okay. the remedial was real short, only for bout 20 minutes. as i said, Mdm Lau's the best lah. oh yeah. kinda fooled around with Yu Heng's erhu for abit too. you got to admit, i got a flare for music right? lol. basically played so horribly lah. but i know how to play twinkle twinkle little star!! ok wadeva..

went to Macs after that. everyone had CCA's so it wasn't that crowded. we are CCA free remember?? oh well. nothing much happened there except there was this lesbian couple. not those fake fake type lah. pure lesbian type. okay wadeva lah. then while there there was this two sisters i think, or friends, super super tan, came in. they were in JC i think, so they went to order stuff and have a seat. then the group of NYJC boys near the backdoor there were like staring and staring. lol. i guess we were no exception lah. then Davin was like, "later handphone gonna come out liao" true enough, they all took out their phones take picture. lol.

okay went home after that. By now i was too tired to even think properly. slept from 4.20pm to 9.40pm. lol. i'm no pig lah. just that i am really really tired lah.

it's gonna be saturday already. time really flies yeah. hell lot of tests coming up next week. well, seriously hope i don't get into Self-Directed Learning.. oh well..

Barcelona 2 Chelsea 1

Manchester United 0 A.C. Milan 1


Goodnight.

you know what? the time now so happens to be 4.34 am. No, i didn't wake up early, i have not slept yet. Now half time of the soccer match. Chelsea vs Barcelona, and Manchester United vs A.C. Milan. both very very classic matches lah so no way was i gonna miss them. okay, i feel damn sleepy and fluish now, so don't be surprised to see me half dead in school tomorrow.

Okay. Wednesdays are always super long. Today was no exception. After Maths peer tuitoring went to tuition. had to draw the picture of the human heart. was very tired already as still recovering from the aftermath of the soccer match the day before. Met up with Melcher who went home first at the Paya Lebar KFC. okay, very little people at tuition today. But got the three of them, den the three of us, just nice sia. lol. okay. red riding hood, Amanda and the girl from the 14 bus was there lah. and i realised that they were from Bedok South Secondary.

Not many people there so we talked quite a lot. then they still asked us for graph paper. i knew i had to buy graph paper! aiyah, nevertheless, we did quite a fair bit on D.C. circuit, before our Bio tuition teacher came. Oh boy i am telling you, i am so gonna rot at sexual reproduction in plants. have i said that already? okay anyway it's so damn dry! ahhh.. sleepy. i don't think there would be enough energy for school tomorrow.

okay. second half's gonna start soon. sian so little people online, all say online at 3.30am den all neva come. Only Wilson is online, but kinda away or something. Oh well, if all goes well, see u guys in school tomorrow.

okay. First post in new blog skin. Today was just another school day i guess, just that i so looked forward to the end of school. Had Social Studies lecture today, which was very boring coz they were like going through test papers. And you know what? i failed that open book test. i guess i am just seriously very retarded or someone up there must hate me. Oh well. i think i scored 12/25. yeah barely failed only lah.

Had health check in the middle of Chemistry period, but Mr Won still managed to drag his lesson till i took up one full period. So went for health check after that, which so conviently happened to eat into our recess. i think i had a kinda low blood pressure if i remember correctly. something bout 90. everyone else was hitting 110+ lah. but then the nurse said it was normal so i dont really care. Had our extended recess which ate into the Chinese period. we extended recess till it took the whole period lah. Miss Tan was very kind i guess, still can smile smile at us.

There was Biology lesson too, where we were made to watch a video on sexual reproduction in plants. i tell you it was boring shit lah. i am like so gonna fail this chapter coz it totally makes no sense. i dont see how we are gonna apply knowing where the anther and stigma is in real life. unless we are dat ass-lucked to become a gardener or something. and flowers are mean i tell you. they can drown insects!! okay wadeva it is. the moment we ended Bio and went back to class, i could feel the wave of sleepiness rush back into me. Not coz the video has ended, but coz it was Maths.

Finally survived the double maths period and the 4 of us, Davin, Melcher, Sumahdi and me took bus to Junction 8. Met Zijiang and Paul along the way. i was so dying to hear that super nice song again, which so happened to be the current blog song.. Reached there and was rather surprised to see so many students from other schools lah. i think if u go counting its like from 12 other secondary schools, all gathered at Junction 8. anyhow, bought tickets for Constantine at 3.45pm. Wasn't as good as what everyone else said i guess, the storyline was kinda dry, but the effects won't that bad lah. Walked home after that.

Slept from the minute i reached home till 10.20pm. Den woke up for dinner and now this. okay, gotta go do as much homework as i can before i go to bed.

woke up at 9.20am. den after some arrangements went to meet Daron Gan at Dhoby Ghaut Mrt. in the end we finally made our way to SAJC funfair. it was really huge and fun i guess. its very heartwarming and all. Meet many familiar faces there. Guess wad? we met snow white too. met some church friends and erm, ex zhonghuarians. it was really a blast and eventually we tried our very best to finish using all the coupons. played some games and all and won some tokens. we kept the tokens rather then used them to exchange for gifts lah. i think the token got more value and meaning. maybe one day if i ever be able to get in to SAJC i go change with them. Met the world's tallest man too, together with the world's second tallest. oh man i looked like a dwarf beside a person of that 2.38m height. he was just like 1m away from me lah. i doubt he even have to jump to do a slam dunk. even his shorts was already higher den Ting Xuan. haha yeah, went to Bugis after that. They wanted to watch some movie but i had church at 4.30pm so couldn't make it. walked around bugis with kaiwen before going for church. Planned to watch Constantine after, but apparently the idea wasn't really carried out in the end.

met two older cell members at Somerset and waited a while for Monica to arrive before leaving for church. we were kinda late but 4.30pm was for JC and Poly youths so we were kinda extra. the number of people was like half of 2pm but none the less the service was just as good. oh man, i m seriously starting to love going to church. okay after that walked around Orchard. boy was it lovely to find out that today was also the day of Chingay. the streets were packed and the roads were sealed lah. it was pratically impossible to get from one place to another, but not as bad as Christmas i reckon. walk walk till Taka and looked for some stuff. didnt manage to find it in the end. Erm, den talked to Monica abit bout Christianity and God before taking the train to Bishan.

yeah. i would love to be able to get in to SAJC lah. oh man i seriously need to start studying..

Didnt blog yesterday. coz i was dead tired from tuition and two sessions of soccer under the sun. i was kinda down with a bad throat and flu too. nothing much really happened, just that we went tuition. didnt go today coz i just couldnt take the lack of sleep. Lol, the girl was there yesterday. wadeva lah, she just kinda smiled at us and all. was really really tired so couldnt care less. went home and slept before 12am.

oh man. wasnt feeling at all better today. was extremely exhausted and just had to sleep from the double humanities periods. didnt do hw too so had to some how complete it. the flu was really getting me lah. luckily it was Mrs Wong, so i kinda slept through the whole two periods. Not really enough, i tried really hard to stay awake for the whole day and went home right after Chinese remedial. it finally rained today, but kinda little. maybe coz i was contemplating whether to play soccer or not and thankfully the sky was overcasted.

Slept from 4.20pm to 9.15pm just now. oh man i still feel so bad. SAJC funfair tml. so i have to wake up early so that i would make it in time for youth service at church at 2 pm. oh man if i do feel so sick i would skip the funfair even though i already bought $10 worth of tickets. really sleepy lah. oh yeah, planned to watch the Constantine tml. oh man. it sucks to be sick.

well okay. today is just the perfect example of how life can throw crap at you in the way u least expected it to. And boy, today was really funny lah. okay started out as usual. went to school and survived the whole day and all. did this personality kinda quiz. i so thought there were you know, pros and cons. den it was like so paiseh lah. wad freaking 19 points. i was just being really honest lah. aiyah enough bout that. finally had our P.E. lessons after we skipped like, 7 lessons? played soccer and had lots of fun lah. nothing much for the whole day. Then we had this play on total defence which was seriously hilarious. laughing really hard at that part when the guy spit on the other guy while pretending to be in a fight.

Went to streetsoccer court in hopes of a game. only had those 'N' level peeps and some sec 3s. Aiyah, all the basic crap that those act big-sters will give lah. all those stinky attitude and all. so went for tuition without any soccer, wasn't that bad lah. Coz was kinda tired and had soccer during P.E. already.

So we were on the way to tuition. the 3 of us. Melcher, Sumahdi and me. lmao. that the strangest thing happened. That tuition girl with the really cool bag with all those badges boarded the bus. you see we were on the upper deck. den i was like, 'omg..' it took them kinda some time to realise lah. oh man. its like, you won't believe how different she looked in her school uniform. i tell you the only word to describe her was 'hot'. okay. den was like kinda malu lah. den alighted at the tuition center. she didn't alight, went home to change first. oh can u believe it? she said 'bye' and Sumahdi replied too. wad the heck lah. den down the bus Melcher told me she kept smiling at Sumahdi. sheesh, i was so jealous. haha wadeva lah.

okay went tuition. den purposely went to sit beside red riding hood. dont ask me how she got the name lah. u just needa know she's someone. den dat 'tiko' Sumahdi purposely squeeze in the space between me and her. again, like wad the heck? lol. i guess we kinda scared her so she shifted abit to her right lah. den kept talking and all. Snow white came. Melcher's church friend came too, of which something else happened. and den, at around i duno wad time, the girl we saw on the bus came.

oh yeah. you see it was kinda strange. coz its like on such a perfect day, how could much shit happen to you right? well guess what? i duno how the conversation we had going between us 3 turned to that girl from Melcher's church. He was like, "i know her name." den we were like pestering him to say. haha. you see, it so happened that Melcher had his retainers on, so he didn't wanna pronounce it and wrote it down on the piece of paper which i used to take down notes. Little did we know, those two words kinda sealed our fate for that day lah..

we were studying Chemistry, Q.A. you know that really big and sucky chapter yeahh. so Mr Tan was like coming to teach us. he needed to write something down, some equation to ask us a question. so, like every hopeless romance story, he had to pull that piece of paper. First, he looked at the name. den didnt really bother. i was like, thats the end of my sad pathetic pride. and i was making faces to Melcher and Sumahdi. Melcher didn't really get wad was happening. but did not take long to realise. Sumahdi was like 5 seconds lagging lah. so he took the paper, and just thought it was some kinda scribbled word. so he continued to write the equation. i tell u i could die trying to keep a straight face and i could literally feel my face radiating heat out. with all the weird faces and all, Mr Tan asked wad happened to us. den something inside him snapped. he took the paper and brought it real close to his face.. Well, wad can i say? dat was the worst and best part of the day lah. he was like jaws dropped looking at us like we are some kind of despos. den he asked us, who is this? like he didn't know who he was already.. den Sumahdi pointed at me and said it was my paper or something. so i pointed at Melcher, Eddie Gueiro style. okay lah. it was all a blurr, but finally Melcher told him it was his church friend and saved all our asses.

well. Mr Tan went to ask her, "i didn't know u had other friends here.." and she was like shocked? den he pointed at us and sort of at Melcher. den she was like, "no, i duno him." okay lah. we were so screwed. i think she gonna get the wrong impression of us lah. thinking we are digging her or something. wadeva it is. we stayed untill my mom came to get us.

dat was really crazy. i seriously blushed till my ears feel like they were on fire. sheesh, to think we would be going back tml lah. yeah anyway, Q.A. sucks real bad and we so totally blew things today lah..

woke up at 6.30am. didnt have the mood for school. you know those kinda days when you go, oh hell with school and all. yeah today was one of those days. so woke up listened to Backstreet Boys, Millenium album. its like 5 yrs and all and the CD has been collecting dust. still kinda nice and all lah. by the time i was done it was 7.30am. so went and watch replay of Liverpool vs Fulham. watched the entire second half and got my mom to draft and sign the letter to excuse me from school. damn it lah. its like there's nothing to do at home, so after watching the replay and all was hoping to play some soccer so decided to go to school.

reached school just to end Mrs Ngiam's physics lesson. bout 9.30am i think den yeah, told the teachers i was kinda sick so wadeva lah. lessons was boring as usual and we still had chinese remedial

went to visit Thomas at the K.K. hospital after that. people please pray for Thomas yeah. there seems to be a hole in his right lung and he had this tube sticking out from his sides and was given pure oxygen. its really sad for someone to be in hospital when we are like going about visiting and all. so yeah, please pray that he can have a fast and full recovery and also pray that we would see him back in school as soon as possible.

after visiting den went back home, not after contemplating for so long about wad we were gonna do. Play soccer or go back home. anyway, went home without soccer and come to think of it. i should have just stayed at home and not go to school lah, probably just go visit Thomas and all.


well, once again. please pray for his smooth recovery and all the best for the new Lunar year.

okay so this is for The first day of the Chinese New Year.

okay woke up like 12.30pm so was really really late for everything lah. Only coz i was so dead tired cleaning the house. Not only did i help fold the clothes, i changed my bedsheets and the curtains too. So i earned that rest. Went to Grandma's and erm just ate dinner there. 4th time steam-boating in the year 2005. Getting kinda sick of steam-boat already lah. Anyway? Guess who i met? Some kinda relative, or issit my Grandma's old neighbour's granddaughter or something. lol. i aint gonna start crapping bout such stuff. dont get the wrong idea okay. im not those who likes those of the same blood. Well last time i met her was like when she was still so small lah. Now she's all grown up and in sec 1 already i think. Okay.

Went to Grand-Aunty's place after that. Basically laze around and watched tv. Okay i didnt gamble at all. See, im so changed already lah. Not really forced myself not to gamble lah, was kinda sian and no mood for it. So watched my brother and sister gamble and how my 6 year old sister gamble all her wealth, as in savings of 50 cents a day, away at one go. i think she sees the seriousness already. haha wadeva lah. she gotta learn someday wad.

okay so now im sitting here at home. im really sleepy and wanna go to bed early. ay no mood for school on Friday. you know they totally ruined the 5 day holiday we all had in mind. anyway, like i didnt say it to you yet.

Happy Chinese New Year.


yeahh..

Okay im blogging for New Year's eve.


Happy Birthday Grandma.

oh yeah, and i learnt how to play bridge.

went for bio tuition also. went to his house. it was really huge lah. and they had this super big dog. and boy her sister was those pure freaking sisters u watch on tv. having tuition keep going to window and stare in. so Daryl was like, i think its time to close the curtains, its kinda irritating. okay after tuition went to Simei shopping complex i think. the one beside Simei Mrt. everything was close so got nothing to do. strolled the complex with Sumahdi. erm den talked crap bout soccer and all and took train to Bishan, in hopes of going to Junction 8. but then Sumahdi had to go for dinner at Newton so yeah, i went home from Bishan Mrt.


eh i cant really remember wad else. oh yeah. i kept my temper so well today. i think i didnt even get mad at my dad for hurling lectures after lectures at me in the car. Sheesh, the power of solitude the Mp3 player gives..

went out today for that class reunion lunch at seoul garden. went there really late coz had to go get the headset for my mothers hp. Damn it wasted 30 mins and still didnt get the right piece. and i didnt go for church today, so its kinda bad. Ate at the seoul garden there. $22.80 per person. Dat was like so wiped out my pocket money. But it was worth it you know, coz just three tables down to the right was Miss Perfect. Den we keep looking untill our chinese teacher say, aiyah nvm lah, go JC see untill you all happy, and wad all the schools merge together, in mandrian. Yeah yeah wadeva lah.

Went to watch The Aviator after lunch. the show started at 5.30pm so we just talked and talked till then. the show was one of the better ones lah. The plot was kinda well organised, but i tell you, its so damn long. its 3 hrs long and we all sat till our asses started to hurt. plus, my tail bone still hurt from yesterday's soccer. Yes, my first ever bicycle kick. the theater was also kinda warm and yeah, the show ended very abruptly.

Well took bus home after that and my mom was really angry that i came home so late. wait till she finds out im going out tml..

Life throws at me crap in so many ways. well long day, boring day. dont wanna mention any highlights. Had someone splat Sprite all over my shirt, strangely, i didn't get mad though. didn't get to skip geog SSP coz teacher was in the class before we could get our bags. Wad else? Didn't play soccer at Serangoon and went to Bedok to play. Play with some, okay, many malays. Damn tiring lah, its like they are so damn rough and they were smoking too at the same time. Then for every goal the opponent lets in, they have to do 5 push-ups per person lah. So it was basically like, yeah, wadeva u wanna call it.

oh yeah, a mad driver outside Mr Tan's place just now. Tried to make another car hit his car 3 times by speeding and slamming the breaks in front of another car, just coz the other car didn't give way. Crazy people, toying with their lifes. That driver even came outta car and almost broke out into a fist fight in the middle of the road lah. Basically. went tuition just coz i wanna play soccer. and guess who we met? Melcher's church-mate. and he didn't even say hi :/

life's boring. it doesn't have to change.