Eh, i duno why i still blogging. Everyone has like already ditched blogging lah. Actually the perfect song for a day like this would be the blog song on davin's blog now. Yeah, its the kinda day dat just beats the fuck out of you. Well i will get to dat later. Piang leh, just wanna sleep and pretend like this whole day neva happened to poor miserable me. Eh, actually its not dat bad lah. Duno but guess everyone is just really kinda sad and depressed lately like wad Anne said. Okay

Okay, had an appointment at 1pm to meet haoran go cut hair. Well he smsed me at 1.05pm to ask where i was, right on time to wake me up from bed. Didnt even wanna go out today. But hair getting longer and longer each day, so i decided to cut it real damn badly short once and for all. Dont bother if it looks good or not, just cut lah. Blah blah blah, was 1 hr late when i met haoran. Den the salon actually neva open one, den my mom called den the hairstylist so kindly came down to the shop to open it to cut our hair lah. My dad went to cut also. Okay, walked there to cut hair from Toa Payoh Central. My dad was already having his hair cut inside. Okay, basically i told the hairstylist, cut it real short. So he was like, normal. I was like dont wanna look at the mirror infront of me and just try to daydream off to disneyland. Okay, anyway he did cut it really short and kinda like John Cena from WWE. Okay, basically i looked strange even to myself. Haoran also cut his hair den like side spike. After dat took bus and walked home from Juntion 8. felt really light up there and could feel the breeze in against my sculp. Went up, bathe and got ready for tuition at Bedok.

By the time i got to the tuition center, i was 2 hrs late. Well screw all fuckers who think i am some kinda bastard who duno how to keep time okay. Dont piss me off any further. Went there and finally managed to do some of my sch hw. A Maths. Coz i dont remember a single shit of matrices and the stupid rules on sine and cosine and tangent so i basically copied everything from Melcher, who was already there waiting for me and laughin at my new haircut. Well i dont care alright. Sat for only 1 hr there and Melcher wanted to leave coz Hannah was performing down at Orchard. Okay, you see, it turns out to be another night out at Orchard. And i was like wasting my parents money coz its like tuition for 3 hrs and i been there for only 1. Nonetheless, took bus there. Den halfway Melcher was like complaining dat i made him so damn freaking late and when he found out that the performance was only 30 mins and ended at 7.30pm, he decided to take a cab there. Davin and Joshua was there already, Davin wanted to see Joanne and vowed dat he would at least say hi to her. Joshua was there for no fucking reason and if he opened his damn mouth again i swear to god dat the last thing he would see is me spitting at him. But he was not a jerk today so he was smart enough to just shut up. Went there just on time to let Melcher see Hannah do some duno wad dance. Everyone was there, from Kimberly, to Hannah, Joanne, even Joel and Gab, Sherman, Charles and even the other Joshua. I duno y the hell all of them were there and i was like in no mood for another night of christmas carolling. Davin was still guess not brave enough to go say hi to Joanne and Joanne didnt wanna go say hi to him. Den Hannah was like, "can you stop playing this kinda games?" Well that gur was being a ass den alright. i wont say more. After dat they went over to Wisma to perform their ARISE again. Piang this is the 4th time that i watched their performance. Eh can i just end here coz i really in no mood to carry on blogging.

Went over to Wisma and i had to basically drag Davin and Joshua across the road by the underpass. Okay, its like cat and mouse. Den they performed their ARISE. So we like just watched and clapped along. Davin and Joshua still dare not go say hi to Joanne so they were like duno where the hell. Well during the performance, Joanne and Hannah did not perform so there were part of the audience. They kept looking our way and giggling lah. And i already guessed why anyway. Eh if any of you girls are reading my blog. Pls kindly dont go spread wadeva u see here to the whole beautiful world dat god created ok. I think the reason why the church peeps were so damn dao to us was coz Davin and Joshua were there lah, you know after wad happened at the soccer field, and why the hell were they at a churchy function, you get wad i mean. Well, after dat the church peeps wanted to go have dinner. I was kinda for it coz i hardly had lunch coz i rushed off to meet haoran. They went to Taka to get food. On the way there, melcher and i had to go get davin and joshua, only to have them walk all the way inside Taka and to pangseh us. Well so we went to meet them for dinner. Ordered my food and the waiter said he would deliver it to me coz it was prepared yet. He so damn forgotten bout my order and i had to get his attention before he apologised. Well, its christmas so i was forgiving okay. Didnt think much bout it. Den the whole time Gab and the rest were like laughing at how much 5 cents cost for a sms and bout Church romances. I didnt really hear wad they were talking bout coz i was like in no mood and talking to Melcher. Den he so continued to sms Hannah. Well you see, Hannah thinks and knoes i like Kim you see. Now dats a fucking bad thing coz its either news had traveled via mouth to ear or she had read Melcher's blog and linked to mine. Now both is just as freaking bad. Okay. I was pissed alright, not coz she found out or wad but i just felt really pissed and annoyed dats all. And she knew dat i smsed kim and talked to her alot lah. Eh this world is a damn cruel place to be in alright. It's really like dog-eat-dog. After the rest were done with filling their socks with food, they convinently left leaving Melcher and i, well i didnt take too much of dat to heart as i was like kinda glad they were gone even if Kim had gone with them. Well Melcher mind it alot lah. Could tell he was really disappointed in them, so i took the opportunity to make it known to him dat true friends are those dat stick by you through thick and thin. Which i was also aiming dat at zys being a perfect example. Coz i could tell he was just kinda lovesick these few days and would like erm really start to glue with the church peeps. Well, i dont blame him lah. I duno. After dat i duno how come but the church peeps came back and then just nice we were done with dinner too so we left at the same time. I wasnt really in favour of leaving with them, but i knew Melcher wanted to lah. Well i was just being cool with it okay. I didnt want to see any of them not even Kim and i just wanted to just float off to the middle of the Pacific and sleep on a plank of wood. Melcher forwarded the sms that Hannah send him which concerned me on my way there. well, you are not gonna knoe the contents ok. Well walked and talked and basically walked to Orchard Mrt when i decided to leave and take the bus instead of Mrt. Partly to get away and partly coz i wanted to have a word with Melcher. Melcher wanted to follow them on the Mrt home and i kinda figured why coz he took the same train as Joanne. Oh yeah, Hannah left after ARISE. Her parents were strict i guess. Melcher was kinda disappointed but he smsed her successfully so he kinda was glad. And my phone bill is gonna blow so badly dat i think my parents are gonna terminate the line. Well went to the bus-stop at Wheelock place lah. And along the way tried to sort out with Melcher the mess i was in and created with the help of various people.

Hell okay. Sometimes hell is just better den Earth. Ay, i am not suffering from depression or something. Just to get the elephant outta my chest. Shit and crap hasnt really been gone from my life this December. Everything is just happening too fast and hurried, and wad is suppose to be happening isnt happening. Well, i dont wanna add anymore or i would just scare the hell outta everyone dat reads this pathetic site. Gd night to all and may the dove of peace shit on our heads once again.